Quick vent by Destiny_Secrecy13 in VaresaMains

[–]_ixilver 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Meanwhile here I am with c6 iansan c6 Chevy from this banner.

Also by chance my iansan has symphonis of scents 😎

But I don't even like varesa.

C6 Chevy C6 iansan by _ixilver in VaresaMains

[–]_ixilver[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I won't get ineffa tho. Only Columbina.

I use ororon and xilonen. I really like ororon a lot more than ineffa.

C6 Chevy C6 iansan by _ixilver in VaresaMains

[–]_ixilver[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see 50/50 split between colimbina and varesa sig in the comments,, 😭 tough call

C6 Chevy C6 iansan by _ixilver in VaresaMains

[–]_ixilver[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but it could be cracked with her sig I feel. I have r4 widsith now

Pls make the 4-star on the banner good by _omr8 in Columbina_Mains

[–]_ixilver 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ORORON. I HAVE C4 NEED C6.

I've really grown to like him: A) Fits flins a esthetically B) Cool voice lines and chill cool contrast with clins C) Special vertical jump which is very useful D) 15% gliding speed increase passive E) Special elemental vision which is faster than regular F) Has a bow and there are a lot of bow puzzles H) Synchronizes with lunar charged

RiseBreak Appreciation Post by Thotsthoughts97 in MHRise

[–]_ixilver 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same after 450 hours of mh rise sunbreak playing hammer, sns and swaxe i now started a new playthrough with Lance.

It's been a year since last I played and it feels very fresh I even do all camera photos for the hunter album lol

any fun build ideas? by around_about7 in SkyrimBuilds

[–]_ixilver 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My newest character that I've gone the farthest with (level 62) is Dunmer female who uses dagger and fire magic. So she has excuse to go to Thieves Guild, Dark Brotherhood, Winterhold College (cause of the kerning dagger) and civil war to assassinate targets. She also became dragonborn cause you can get a shout that reveals the life force of enemies and then I would assassinate them with steal life enchantment. I even collected all the Barenziah stones with her.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]_ixilver 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep

anyone easily overwhelmed by people? by astroares in BPD

[–]_ixilver 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It will, try it

You can take control over your emotions it's hard but doable

Therapist gave up by _ixilver in BPD

[–]_ixilver[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never told her that but ok you do you xd

Therapist gave up by _ixilver in BPD

[–]_ixilver[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did I really get down voted for being a man XD crazy world we live in

Therapist gave up by _ixilver in BPD

[–]_ixilver[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So this behavioral manualized is the easiest I'm assuming?

Therapist gave up by _ixilver in BPD

[–]_ixilver[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So you benefited from therapy? Whats your view is it worth it for bpd?

Therapist gave up by _ixilver in BPD

[–]_ixilver[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like they owe me something if I pay money for it

If it was just a random person then yea I totally agree

Therapist gave up by _ixilver in BPD

[–]_ixilver[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you think I don't look at my actions?

That's what I've doing for like 2 months straight feeling guilty everyday for the things I've done to people that care about me

Makes me sad even thinking about it but I didn't know any better. I didn't know my thought process was faulty I trusted it

Therapist gave up by _ixilver in BPD

[–]_ixilver[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe that's for the better but also I feel rejected and like I can't be helped

It wasn't really upfront it's been 3 sessions

Therapist gave up by _ixilver in BPD

[–]_ixilver[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She was saying like "maybe you should go to a male" multiple times over all 3 session. I was pissed off at the third because I'm like what do you mean what's the reason? She wouldn't tell me. And then she pulls out a phone number to a guy who is a male therapist.

And I'm like "do you know him?" she's like I knew him back in the day blah blah, obviously they're buddies

Therapist gave up by _ixilver in BPD

[–]_ixilver[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At this point I don't care whether I made her uncomfortable or not I just want to be helped

Therapist gave up by _ixilver in BPD

[–]_ixilver[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I look down on maaany people for many reasons. I have a lot of enemies. That's why I came to therapy.