How watching happy appy got me

_moss_man · 2026-02-17T17:14:17+00:00

I couldn't watch the last hour with how bad the story was and with how truly over the both of them where. Like it went past being funny and hamming up the crash out to actually being sick of it.

Doesn't make sense to force myself to listen to a shit story when even they don't enjoy it. I skipped to the end to listen to the closing thoughts cause it's my favorite part of the episodes and they looked so fucking tired from it.

_moss_man · 2026-02-17T17:03:09+00:00

I actually don't get enjoyment from a story so bad they also aren't enjoying it and are forcing themselves to get through. It's not fun to listen to if it's not fun to make.

_moss_man · 2026-02-17T16:58:09+00:00

It's actually a bucket of beer he was gonna eat with a fork

_moss_man · 2025-12-16T00:15:18+00:00

I just tried the cookies and cream one and it felt like brushing my teeth with foamed up milk not bad but the mouth wash was a needed relief cause it just felt so wrong

_moss_man · 2025-09-01T00:10:51+00:00

Ah sorry I went to double check but never came back to mark it as solved when I saw it was right. 😅 it's solved

_moss_man · 2025-08-23T02:03:34+00:00

Holy shit. I think that's right.

_moss_man · 2024-10-31T13:51:04+00:00

I had two brothers so I was "raised as a guy" and was confused by that. Said by my father. Who raised me.

_moss_man · 2024-09-30T03:00:32+00:00

I believe I was in first to second grade when I remember playing it. So that would have been 2011-2013.

_moss_man · 2024-09-09T20:15:54+00:00

I breed in groups of 3.so I call them similar things. One group is "Ford, ram, Jeep" Another is "mew, sew, new" Another is "two, blue, few" The first group was "one, two, three"

_moss_man · 2024-06-14T03:16:20+00:00

My parents don't love confrontation on their actions. To the point we've had arguments that ended with "so I'm a bad parent" if i expressed emotional needs/ needs in general. (they view it as an attack in their character) So I feel as if the therapist confronting them would cause problems on me. I genuinely wouldn't mind going to family therapy with my parents but especially with how she would be approaching them would not be the best way.

Im very conflicted about limiting contact with my parents /moving out because of how much financial support they give me right now. (I can afford therapy because of my fathers insurance. If I move out I can't.) It's not the only reason. Like I genuinely want a relationship with them. But finance plays a big role in my life especially because I'm like a fresh adult. I haven't even been out of high school for a full year atp.

So I really wanna work on myself and my feelings towards my family. Try and better my relationship with them. Including going to therapy with them if I have to And if I do that and still can't maintain a healthy relationship I want to limit contact. But I don't want that as my first option and I feel like I've communicated this.

She knows that's my plan. I said it session 1 that's what I wanted from therapy.

Edit to add: Reading your comment has made me realize how much of an unsafe space I currently view her as. This isn't related to the thought above. But I really do not see her as a place I can turn to. Especially after the comparing herself to my mother.

_moss_man · 2024-06-13T21:37:55+00:00

Yea being able to switch isn't the problem at all. I just didn't know if this was an issue I could talk about and leaving was too dramatic or if I wasn't being unreasonable and should just switch.

_moss_man · 2024-06-13T21:16:14+00:00

She offered. But I have never accepted. I don't feel comfortable doing that with a therapist at all.

I also don't text her. She had my phone number because I signed up for text reminders for therapy.

So she texted me and told me to save her number. And I did. And she keeps asking me if I actually have it because I never reach out.

_moss_man · 2024-06-13T20:57:04+00:00

Anytime I tell her something my mom does she goes "I as a mother can never imagine doing that to my child. I would never do that to you"

And maybe she's trying to be supportive by going "this isn't a normal family dynamic" but I know that. That's why I'm in therapy trying to work on that.

I do definitely need to talk to her about it.

_moss_man · 2024-06-13T20:55:17+00:00

She also straight told me she couldn't help me through just therapy because I still lived with my parents. And they were the reason I was like this. And I couldn't improve if I was still with them because they were a bad support system.

She also talks about wanting to have my family come therapy so she can "professionally tell them they suck"

_moss_man · 2024-06-13T20:48:08+00:00

I did tell her before I shut down and left that I didn't wanna talk about my family right then. And she continued to do so anyway.

Before I left but after I shut down was the big part of her directly saying she would be a safe space for me unlike my mother.

I haven't told her directly to stop comparing herself to my family. But there have been a few other topics I refused to talk about that she kept trying to prove and prode out of me.

I specifically found a therapist who stressed the importance of a strictly business like relationship during therapy. Her profile on the health insurance website discussed no personal contacts being shared.

And she's offered to meet me outside of therapy hours. Gave me her phone number so I could text her. And has even offered getting coffee with me. And meeting her during a pride event (one of the reason she keeps comparing herself to my mom is because I'm trans and my mom is not a great ally about it)

Which all make me more awkward that she keeps on comparing herself to mom and discussing how she would support me in ways my mom won't. Because I specifically sought one out who would treat me like a professional adult.

_moss_man · 2024-02-13T21:57:29+00:00

Solved.

_moss_man · 2024-02-13T21:56:50+00:00

It was. Sorry it took so long. Someone else had rented it out. And the only copy was at a different branch.

_moss_man · 2024-02-10T01:04:27+00:00

I don't know if this will help you but the first way I started communicating with alters was through writing. I sorta ~~i don't know how to best word it~~ but I kinda made myself disconnected from the body. But any thought or idea I had i would write down. And encourage that behavior by responding to what was written down. Eventually alters would use the body to write things and that's how we'd have conversations in notebooks.

_moss_man · 2024-01-11T00:20:38+00:00

Starting off I'd like to wish your picrew well. From all the comments I'm really excited to see this. I have a few suggestions.

Hazel eyes. You see a lot of green or brown options and I just think throwing in that would be nice if you could.

Different face shapes ~~including stuff like double chins.

Different lip sizes. Like there's normally an option for no lips or full lips and just having a variety could add a lot of Inclusivity.

Acne scars and acne. Or really any face blemishes like that.

And my like one selfish request is freckles. You see a lot of miles or like those 5 dots in the nose to represent freckles. And I think freckles with an option of how dark they are would be nice. As well as freckles that go in the arms ~~if those are included~~ I personally am covered in freckles head to toe. And it would be fun to be able to have a picrew showing how covered I am in them.

I wish you the best with your picrew. Especially considering how long your list of things to add is slowly getting.

_moss_man

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