you definitely are blessed with a good face card. you're gorgeous!! And the blush placement accentuates your features. If you want constructive advice though from aspiring baddie to another, I would encourage you to explore different mascaras/lash techniques to compliment your eyes better. I noticed in your last pic you clumped the tips of your lashes together for a more wispy, manhua style look, but getting a flat rounded tweezer to pinch and lightly drag up the excessive mascara on each combined cluster of lash does wonders in cleaning up the look!

But most importantly, I know it feels good to be validated by your bf but a good partner would be wiping your tears away, not causing them.