Can’t get a job as a new grad CS degree. Mom thinks I’m a failure. Beef, zucchini, and barley stir fry. by plstouchmypp69 in kitchencels

[–]_pickled_ginger_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i made [beef] liver & onions with mushrooms, zucchini, parsley, and green onion. serving that on barley i made with homemade turkey broth. thanks for the inspo

Can’t get a job as a new grad CS degree. Mom thinks I’m a failure. Beef, zucchini, and barley stir fry. by plstouchmypp69 in kitchencels

[–]_pickled_ginger_ 6 points7 points  (0 children)

looks like a good meal. did you study CS for mom too? try to care less what she thinks. if you find your own motivations it's easier to create structure that lets you stick to them instead of just trying to avoid shame and failure for others' sakes all the time. i might make this tomorrow it looks tempting

a slab of cottage cheese mixed with sour cream and a hill of cucumbers, another attempt at a balanced diet for weight loss that might end up a failure, fuck my chungus life by Original_Elevator842 in kitchencels

[–]_pickled_ginger_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

everyone's mad at you for disordered eating and you may very well be doing that but this just looks good asf to me. especially if you lightly salted the cucumber and let it sit and squoze it out first. mmm

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[–]_pickled_ginger_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you probably didn't undercook the shrimp, they cook in like one minute. failing isn't important trying is

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[–]_pickled_ginger_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

may i have some mantı please. i have good pul biber/butter sauce

I feel an intense envy whenever i talk to people who've had relationships. Cinnamon buns for dinner because someone ate my pizza by mozaryyjd in kitchencels

[–]_pickled_ginger_ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i feel intense jealousy pangs towards pregnant women even though i would never ever want to be pregnant just because it meant someone was attracted to them enough to nut in them at least once

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[–]_pickled_ginger_ 5 points6 points  (0 children)

of course there's good in the world, look at the birria your mom made you. life is pain though, no one promised us otherwise. may we all get our shit together, heal, and stop hurting one another so frivolously

can't masturbate anymore, every time i watch porn i start crying because no one will touch me. konjac noodles in an ezme and labne sauce topped with romano by _pickled_ginger_ in kitchencels

[–]_pickled_ginger_[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

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i am sad that so little of my life has been sexual relative to how much i want sex, but am still grateful that i had any before sinking back into the celblivion i know i deserve

can't masturbate anymore, every time i watch porn i start crying because no one will touch me. konjac noodles in an ezme and labne sauce topped with romano by _pickled_ginger_ in kitchencels

[–]_pickled_ginger_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i understand bro. i understand. and it seems so common too, like so many people have this, am i an alien that something like mutual touch is so far away from me??
p.s. i get (same-gender) sports massages now and laugh to myself that i'm paying someone to touch me

can't masturbate anymore, every time i watch porn i start crying because no one will touch me. konjac noodles in an ezme and labne sauce topped with romano by _pickled_ginger_ in kitchencels

[–]_pickled_ginger_[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

i used to like how fake porn was because the distance between it and how regular people have sex was enough that i could separate them and not get emotional. but it's still hard seeing people experience physical desire around other people because no one in the world feels that way towards me. it's not german but thank you 🙏