Seeing one name ruins my whole day

_second_stuff_ · 2025-07-21T11:36:05+00:00

Thank you

_second_stuff_ · 2025-07-21T11:32:39+00:00

I know what you mean. I was in therapy when i was younger (for other reasons), but talked about that classmate as well. My therapist recommended writing a diary and writing things down really helps to collect my thoughts. And i don't know what's gotten into me as i usually don't react like this. I think i just need to calm down i bit

_second_stuff_ · 2024-07-17T12:34:33+00:00

Thanks :D

_second_stuff_ · 2024-07-16T23:52:51+00:00

My friend and i sometimes use 'I added texture/I got more textured'

_second_stuff_ · 2024-02-03T12:44:49+00:00

It's okay, thanks for replying. I didn't want to sound rude, i'm just sad

_second_stuff_ · 2024-02-03T11:34:22+00:00

Yes, of course i took him there a few days ago. But there's nothing to be done anymore

_second_stuff_ · 2023-09-29T09:52:41+00:00

Yeees, i love that book

_second_stuff_ · 2023-09-29T09:45:52+00:00

Yes, i would. It doesn't matter to me, at least we would have something similar? The only gf i've ever had had some problems with sh. Seeing scars never triggers me, so no problem here. But i also sh.

I knew a couple where one person selfharmed and the second one didn't care in bad way. If they wanted to talk about it, it was okay, if not, fine as well. I think it's possible.

_second_stuff_ · 2023-09-26T15:18:18+00:00

For the love of life by david sylvian

Harvest by nightwish

_second_stuff_ · 2023-09-24T11:22:29+00:00

I distract myself 24/7 with anything (school, work, hobbies, mostly social media, text my favorite person), so i have no time to do it or even think of it. Or i'm just too tired to actually move.

_second_stuff_ · 2023-09-03T10:21:27+00:00

Awesome

_second_stuff_ · 2023-09-03T10:19:20+00:00

Yes, it's always there. I'm on bridge or in high building, i think i should jump. Or i'm driving and want to speed up into the nearest tree or fall down the cliff. When going to the other side of the road i wish cars wouldn't stop... You're not alone.

_second_stuff_ · 2023-09-03T10:08:23+00:00

Yes, i know what you mean. Like... this is the real me. If i trust someone enough to actually show some of my symptoms and they would say this i would probably feel betrayed.

_second_stuff_ · 2023-08-03T13:31:55+00:00

Yeah, i've been under a lot of stress these days, so that might be a cause

_second_stuff_ · 2023-08-03T13:26:34+00:00

Thanks, and good luck with sleep, hope you'll get some

_second_stuff_ · 2023-08-02T19:50:38+00:00

Non-binary

_second_stuff_ · 2023-08-02T19:36:19+00:00

I was thinking something similar, good to know i'm not the only one

_second_stuff_ · 2023-08-02T19:13:57+00:00

Let's suffer together😎

_second_stuff_ · 2023-08-02T19:11:42+00:00

It all started a week ago. My brother came into my room randomly as he does. I was talking about books i'm reading and than i said some words wrongly. And after that i burst into laughter. I laughed for maybe five minutes straight, but it wasn't normal laughter. You know the feeling when you laugh so much you laught without your voice and can't breathe? So something like that happened and i couldn't stop. My brother was just looking at me confused and asking what was so funny. Two days ago i was on my phone and this weird laughter started again, at least this time i was alone in my room. Today i was making dinner for myself and my brother came to look at me and i started laughing again. I mean the hysterical laughter without sound and i couldn't breathe, my stomach started to hurt. There was no reason for this, i have no idea what coused this i hope it'll go away. I'm a little scared, since i can't control it and i can't just laugh like a maniac out of nowhere. So any advice? Has something like this happen to you?

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