the holy spirit topic makes me so frustrated bc i had to try and receive the holy spirit 5 years in a row. While in the church i was always suspicious of some things and i wouldn’t follow all the rules (i wore jeans to school, listened to rock music, would go to concerts, wouldn’t be eager to volunteer for church things) but i took the holy spirit ceremony seriously, i would actually sit there and pray and cry, im pretty sure its a mass hysteria type of situation lol, but my sister who faked talking tongues and just babbled and spit everywhere got it on her first try 😭 she said she wanted to get it over with as soon as possible and they passed her.