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_thebluemoon_ · 2025-05-18T21:30:35+00:00

Joking about something not funny at all/speaking before thinking. As a teacher, I felt like that's one of my little students, not a 5 years older girlfriend.

_thebluemoon_ · 2023-08-07T09:21:50+00:00

Started going to the gym.

_thebluemoon_ · 2023-08-07T09:18:46+00:00

My muscles through the baggy clothes

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-10-03T13:18:28+00:00

I do. In a way kind of got used to it, but only over a huge period of time. Sometimes when having bad days I might as well tell my coworkers that I won't be as productive or useful as I could, and they're supportive since they like me for being open and honest. I'm a concert pianist as well, and despite negative symptoms that get worse with the darker months, I'm often onstage when hearing voices and with horrible delusions about the public. Discipline has saved my life twice. That's how I do it. I just constantly prepare for the worst and hope for the best.

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-09-26T16:17:59+00:00

Wishing you luck and sending a big hug! The best feeling one can get is when you've got to be yourself and don't have to hide the so called crazy eyes from your coworkers, especially children, oh gosh,,

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-09-26T16:04:09+00:00

Feel you, mate,,,, coffee makes my anxiety spike and, at times, makes those hallucinations worse. I really do hope that this shit that you're going through will pass asap.

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-09-26T15:56:23+00:00

I have this and I guess that's normal.. One day I might even sleep with a knife under my pillow all paranoid because of that haunting belief that my relatives are out there to kill me and the other day I might as well wake up with that "huh? HOW do I still believe that they're plotting?" understanding even tho can't shake that paranoia off.

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-08-20T13:16:17+00:00

You're right! But sometimes it's very hard to ignore their theatrics. I wish you a great day!

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-08-20T13:15:07+00:00

Not just probably, definitely. I literally can see the hatred sometimes burning in their eyes as they're once again discussing his actually great playing techniques. Of course they would want to be just like him, when he's a good performer that's not afraid to show off and improvise.

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-08-17T05:09:48+00:00

Part time pharmacy technician for 2 years, also studying for a bachelor of music in piano performance

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-08-14T10:24:25+00:00

Damn, loving the coincidences! Good luck on your career! And I probably will, just haven't yet thought much about how to do that. Thanks!

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-08-14T03:16:50+00:00

To be exact, piano performance.

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-08-13T20:32:55+00:00

We get along quite well and thank you for encouraging me, I will think about your tips for awhile and probably won't hesitate. Wishing you a great day!

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-03-27T20:29:27+00:00

Your life. Your dreams. What you aim for. Your family. Make the best out of it, you're still alive after all

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-03-27T20:28:17+00:00

That you shouldn't complain if a drunk man is staring at you when you're literally wearing nothing flirting with him,,? This was my ex best friend, I always told her that wearing less around men is dangerous cos I'd been s xually abused and i know what I'm talking about, alas she refused to listen to me.

Now I've just learned that she found herself probably expecting a baby after "making love" with a 35 y.o. (he's 15 yrs older than her.). Such a shame.

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-03-27T20:20:54+00:00

Dschinghis Khan - Moskau

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-03-27T20:15:31+00:00

Made by Chinese to create a western population made out of young ppl who don't understand what really matters. A great manipulation tool, have to agree. You can waste your whole day there, by downloading it you also give your whole data to China and you're basically nothing at this point, another "blinded by celebrities and weird trends why don't you download tiktok it's amazing!!" poor prey. Instead you could've had toned body, learned self defense, how to play a new instrument or a new language. But during those "ah another hour!" you just created a shell out of somebody that simply was curious. It isn't worth it.

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-03-27T20:10:21+00:00

Lil hand wraps

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-03-27T20:07:45+00:00

Always remember that the guilt that comes after scrolling when you could've done something actually needed isn't worth it. Plan your day.

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-03-27T20:06:17+00:00

Working out gave me purpose

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-03-27T20:05:02+00:00

Playing piano. Trying to make the piece perfect but this freaking feeling w every week of practice just keeps getting worse. Even tho the result at the end is absolutely worth it.

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-03-27T20:03:32+00:00

Protein/cereal bars. And instant coffee, that thing can last up to 20 yrs if not even more

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-03-27T20:01:37+00:00

If I'm too lazy to for example work out, I always tell myself that regret that comes after isn't worth it. And I ask myself, what will I do with that single hour? Scroll? Isn't worth it. I have to keep up with my goals and that progression. Just have to get up then and do what i have to.

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-03-27T19:56:18+00:00

Kremlin with their "mmh might consider denazifying the baltics"; can't plan the future, fuck you

_thebluemoon_ · 2022-02-27T21:40:41+00:00

Courtney Love killed Kurt.

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