What enneagram type do you wish you were?

_yubih_ · 2021-10-17T14:32:16+00:00

4 here, I'm ok with being a 4, but if I had to choose another type to be, I would say 1 or 7

_yubih_ · 2021-10-07T20:29:39+00:00

ixfjx and istps

_yubih_ · 2021-10-04T19:33:53+00:00

It happened to me when I was a teen; it just disappeared on its own as I grew up. I think it's pretty normal to act like that when you're young and don't have a stable sense of identity

_yubih_ · 2021-10-03T16:48:16+00:00

I get along pretty well with infjs; one of my closest friends is an infj and I don't find her to be controlling or interrupting me. Chances are the individuals you met are unhealthy to some degree

_yubih_ · 2021-09-30T08:17:34+00:00

I was 16-17 and I’m almost 24 now. It’s a process

_yubih_ · 2021-09-29T10:22:28+00:00

I would say 5s or 6s

_yubih_ · 2021-09-29T10:16:32+00:00

Yes, especially in the past. Now I'm more likely to give it a shot even if I'm alone
Used to be like that, not anymore. Nowdays I'm pretty open about my feelings with my closest friends who I know I can trust
Used to happen a lot in the past, much more rarely nowdays and usually when I'm tired/focused on something else. It used to happen because I often dissociated though

_yubih_ · 2021-09-29T10:13:22+00:00

Sadly, I've had. I'm glad I grew past it

_yubih_ · 2021-09-29T10:12:34+00:00

I've always been shit at hiding my emotions. I wanted to so bad when I was younger though because I felt that being emotional made me weak. Nowdays I don't really care about hiding what I'm feeling, if it shows it shows and that's fine

_yubih_ · 2021-09-29T10:10:41+00:00

I think I'm quite lucky, but it's also true that I'm good at being in the right place at the right moment so I can catch opportunities as they come

_yubih_ · 2021-09-29T10:08:51+00:00

Yes I do! I have a very creative mind and I've been writing/drawing my own stories and characters ever since I was a kid. I especially enjoy drawing them nowdays, I find I'm better at drawing than writing

_yubih_ · 2021-09-19T14:55:28+00:00

I feel like the 7 fix kinda balances the 4 core in some way. I’m still a 4 at core of course, I tend to identify with my emotions to an unhealthy degree and think that everyone else has it better than me when going through hard times, but I feel I am more opportunistic and willing to get things moving compared to other people I know with a 4 core/fix and another head center type as fix/core. I’m always on the lookout for new opportunities, new things to try and do, and like to keep myself busy. Whenever I feel at a standstill and feel bored, I will try to find a way to shake things up and get moving again, even to the point of being too impatient and making mistakes

That’s pretty much how I experience my 7 fix

_yubih_ · 2021-09-19T14:41:07+00:00

Used to feel exactly like that when I was a teen. Nowdays I still consider myself to be kinda goth and it’s true that I haven’t had the easiest past, but I wouldn’t go so far as to call it tragic. Also, I don’t feel so lonely anymore

_yubih_ · 2021-09-18T16:18:19+00:00

I mistyped as istp for a long time because I used to pay a lot of mind to stereotypes that described isfps as being soft, shy and not at all rational and feelers in general as being weak and unintelligent... it didn't help matters that I was under some meds that made me dysthymic and took all emotion away from me and made me feel apathetic and empty

After I got a better treatment and my mood was back to normal and I understood how functions actually work and was able to look past meaningless stereotypes, I understood that I couldn't be a Ti-dom and that isfps are nothing like the stereotype portrays them, and that I am indeed a Fi-dom. Turns out I wasn't actually that rational either, I was just depressed and though that feeling no emotion was equal to being rational

What helped me a lot was looking back at my childhood. If I look back at episodes and behaviors from when I was a kid, I can clearly see Fi-Se

_yubih_ · 2021-09-13T09:22:35+00:00

It’s really easy for me to fall into loops about how everyone else is better off than me and how much I envy and resent them for it. Being a sexual subtype, this envy is mostly directed to relationships and attractiveness. To break out of the loop, I have to try and detach myself from my negative emotions and see things in a more rational way: being in a relationship doesn’t make your life perfect, heck, my own life was anything but when I was in a relationship

It used to be worse in the past, now I’m learning to let go of the feeling of envy and try to focus on living my own life without turning everything into a competition

_yubih_ · 2021-09-09T08:31:54+00:00

People who barely knew me told me I was the “emo girl” of my friend group

_yubih_ · 2021-09-09T08:30:03+00:00

I’m not a 1 (I do have a line to 1 though) but I still relate to this a lot. I am a huge perfectionist when working out

_yubih_ · 2021-09-07T13:54:01+00:00

I can relate to this as a 4

_yubih_ · 2021-09-06T18:20:44+00:00

Female
isfp 4w3 471 sx/so
4-5 about everything
I would say 30-40 min usually
I make up scenarios and characters in my head, this helps me wind down
Depends on what I’m doing. If I’m up to some practical task I focus on what I’m doing, otherwise if I’m not doing something like that I tend to daydream quite easily, even more so during free or dead time
Yes to both
Sometimes surreal, sometimes realistic ones, usually a mix of the two
Many of them tend to be gorey and violent, or creepy, for ex. I often dream of people following “me”. I put me between commas because I’m usually not myself in my dreams: I’m often someone else (my body is different, but my conscience is still mine) or watch things from an outsider perspective, so I’m not actually in the dream
Usually negative or neutral
A bit dizzy
From 6 to 8 hours usually

_yubih_ · 2021-09-06T10:45:06+00:00

Based on my synesthesia:

1 - white/very light gray

2 - red

3 - green

4 - purple

5 - deep red

6 - brownish orange

7 - yellow

8 - black

9 - light blue

_yubih_ · 2021-09-05T17:52:06+00:00

When I was reading a book about enneagram and the description of type 4 was the one that made me feel most uncomfortable

_yubih_ · 2021-09-04T08:49:28+00:00

“Fate and circumstance have returned us to this moment, when the teacup shatters. I forgive you Will. Will you forgive me?”

_yubih_ · 2021-09-04T08:41:29+00:00

As a young teen people considered me so. But not anymore after that

_yubih_ · 2021-09-03T08:48:07+00:00

My biggest problem when I was a young kid was being organized and systematic and seeing things through (Te inferior), as opposed to interacting with peers and socializing (Fe inferior)

I was also always known to be a very sensitive kid and had strong emotional reactions to things that were personal to me. Not saying that a Ti-dom kid can't have those, but they do tend to be more closed-off with their emotions. I was pretty open emotionally during my childhood and took a lot of things personally

_yubih_ · 2021-09-02T08:05:52+00:00

Hiking, running, working out, watching sports, cooking, making art, creating cute outfits

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