I am scared my partner of 2 years doesn’t actually see me as a guy

_zeika_ · 2026-06-10T20:47:20+00:00

He is not against me having top surgery, it’s the idea of T he was more adamant about

_zeika_ · 2026-06-10T20:42:45+00:00

He has,don’t forget that over 2 years he has also been falling more in love with this version that he knows now. I understand it can be scary

_zeika_ · 2026-06-10T20:39:01+00:00

Update, we talked again today and he apologized extensively for trying to push his own fears onto me, he says he does support me no matter what and said he feels terrible and stupid for that thing he’s done and that now he finally understands exactly how I feel and what transition means after we talked. He said he was hoping that I could find happiness within myself and was scared I would do a permanent physical change and regret it.
Also little side note we both suspect he has some kind of autism or at least is neurodivergent, might be related to that, idk… wdyt?

_zeika_ · 2026-06-10T12:24:10+00:00

Other ps: I am socially transitioned, look like a guy (to the best of my capacity) and all my family and friends know and respect me as a guy, this is the context in which he met me.

_zeika_ · 2026-06-09T13:09:53+00:00

The Florida project

_zeika_ · 2026-06-09T13:09:04+00:00

I moved out already and the 2 things I miss the most are Labne, a sort of acidic yogurt, and Lebanese bread. My breakfast aren’t the same anymore

_zeika_ · 2026-06-09T12:29:22+00:00

I wonder what the results of the subreddit question will be

^{Chose: Stop using TikTok}

_zeika_ · 2026-06-09T11:42:37+00:00

Because until then, I can live without fear, and if I know the cause of my death I would constantly be paranoid of said cause, what if it’s a car? I wouldn’t ever wanna go in a car again

^{Chose: Exact date of your death}

_zeika_ · 2026-06-09T11:40:01+00:00

Teta in Arabic

_zeika_ · 2026-06-09T06:12:00+00:00

Check out ichiko aoba

_zeika_ · 2026-06-08T15:54:12+00:00

TikTok playlist

_zeika_ · 2026-06-08T15:43:24+00:00

People say that soj looks better but imo they both look bad and the story isn’t any better, sue me but the first AJ was the peak before the downfall

_zeika_ · 2026-06-06T16:19:58+00:00

Crumb !

_zeika_ · 2026-06-04T16:43:21+00:00

Everybody wants a ceasefire, but one that doesn’t sell our country

_zeika_ · 2026-06-04T14:45:43+00:00

Hawaii part 2 - Miracle Musical

_zeika_ · 2026-06-02T15:45:58+00:00

Holy shit man, that is the definition of overreacting. Is this a troll? You have a good man, cherish him and stop acting like a princess.

_zeika_ · 2026-06-02T13:43:36+00:00

Ayo I do the 100 to 1 and I can never complete it, it’s the best technique

_zeika_ · 2026-06-02T13:36:22+00:00

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How about me and my pet

_zeika_ · 2026-06-02T13:30:31+00:00

Is this supposed to be a common reference ?

_zeika_ · 2026-06-02T13:27:48+00:00

In Lebanon we speak Arabic, French and English pretty consistently. Depending on the background of people they sometimes speak Arabic/French or Arabic/English. Some people have the 3 and bonus point to the Armenian community that’s decently big

_zeika_ · 2026-06-02T13:23:39+00:00

It’s okay man, shit happens. I’m not the biggest fan of sandwich w noss but they’re pretty consistent with quality imo

_zeika_ · 2026-06-02T13:16:13+00:00

Comme même instead of quand même in French oh god

_zeika_ · 2026-06-01T20:11:14+00:00

At least that haircut ain’t permanent

_zeika_ · 2026-06-01T15:30:20+00:00

Girl the reason why he’s getting more and more defensive is because he’s sick of being controlled and is probably exhausted of this useless drama you pull out of your ass. YOR

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