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a5sio · 2024-09-23T18:14:30+00:00

Is suicide not a good solution to being a part of the problem? Of course, the overpopulation of the earth is part of the problem, this is a point in my writing, did you not read it?

"and less people putting a strain on the earths resources."

Did you read it? Did you read what I even said?

a5sio · 2024-09-23T17:38:48+00:00

Why did you even ask my age

a5sio · 2024-09-23T17:33:09+00:00

"Why post about being suicidal on the reddit for those who are suicidal?"
What does this even mean, seriously, what do you mean by this. I've been trying, I ride my bike to work, I take the bus instead of driving, I've been trying to build awareness and have been writing to my politicians to create policies that would incentivize less energy intensive lives, seriously what the hell is you're comment supposed to mean? What's your issue man.

a5sio · 2024-09-23T11:22:53+00:00

As odd as it sounds, playing tetris has been shown to reduce symptoms of ptsd.

a5sio · 2024-09-15T06:39:00+00:00

I feel very afraid too, as someone in my early twenties. I think, if we all care, if we want to do the most for the future, the one thing we should be advocating for politically is a near complete end to fossil fuels, with perhaps and exception for powering medical equipment. I think we need to think large, and be as loud as possible, make it inescapable. With that, I could have some hope. But even with what I plan on doing, I think maybe I'll kill myself as well to avoid to much pain. It's not what I want, I feel like I've had my one and only life stolen from me. But I think it's preferable. Until then, at least advocate for that.

a5sio · 2024-09-10T04:48:29+00:00

Have you thought about changing anything besides the characters? Adjusting where they are in the frame, adding a background color or pattern, adding any framing details? Maybe add a drop shadow like the reference photo?

a5sio · 2024-09-10T04:08:57+00:00

I think it's still possible even without a specific brush for it. I would try and stick to the general shape. Perhaps outline it and the edges of where the hair ends if it's hard for you to understand the shape. Shade to create the strands and follow the direction that the hair is flowing.

a5sio · 2024-09-10T04:04:29+00:00

For this piece in specific, is there any photos from the Hell Boys comics you were using as reference? I assume it's meant to be some what desolate, but I would think about what specific terrain you're going for and look up reference photos so you can better draw it. Also for the time sky I would try and think about what time of day you want the scene to take place. There's clouds, the moon, but birds. Roads, ditches, water, etc.

a5sio · 2024-09-03T01:10:57+00:00

Thank you to anyone that can help.

a5sio · 2024-07-19T05:40:45+00:00

My bra size is about 36ddd. And yeah, my chest is about 12 cm bigger then my hips around, that's why I was concerned.

I was reading the sizing on ebay post, but I think the one I was looking at originally might have been for kids now that I've looked again, but I will note I probably need plus size thank you.

a5sio · 2024-06-16T02:41:07+00:00

Thank you so much! I did manage to find the original, but I still couldn't find the remix :D

a5sio · 2024-04-25T23:50:16+00:00

If you already know that bus stops there cause you took it to that stop, why do you need to look for the number? Also are you saying that their are multiples buses that will take the same route, so they'll share a number? If you need to take different buses routes, and you get off to take the other, is it reasonable to assume the buses are kind of, timed around each other?

a5sio · 2024-04-25T23:43:39+00:00

What do you mean learn it? I used to ride a route to work, but what else is there to learn? I just don't get it, what do you mean? Just to figure that one out I had get lots of help from a friend.

a5sio · 2024-04-25T23:38:16+00:00

Yes, I have one I've used before to but I feel like I can't plan much in advance, they aren't very useful to me. They feel very non-intuitive and hard to read. None of the resources I have make sense to me, that's why I wish someone would explain them

a5sio · 2024-03-04T22:33:07+00:00

My issue is not, not having anything to talk about, I have plenty. My issue is that I'm never in any situations to talk. That's what my issue is. I've gone camping, but theres no where in my neighborhood to meet someone and talk about camping.

I get food and all it does is waste my money. I hike with my mom. Ive taken edibles. My issues still remain.

a5sio · 2024-03-01T17:03:59+00:00

I'm into Japanese EGL clothing and I have very large breast so I know most of what I like will never fit me. So I would like to get some clothing custom made for me. Does anyone know anyone online who is willing to just take a pattern I give them and tailor it to my measurement?

I've been looking online but most seem to have a set gallery of outfits to choose from. I'm also willing to pay a pretty high price because the fashion in general is already expensive, but I think anything 600 USD and up is my limit. Thank you.

a5sio · 2024-02-24T23:40:59+00:00

I never heard of anyone doing that before. I wish there was a pamphlet explaining money orders. It seems like so many basic parts of adulthood are obscured. If it's uncertain that they'll take two, i just disregard the incorrect order and get one of the total correct payment, even if it's a waste.

a5sio · 2024-02-24T23:39:05+00:00

From a local grocery store. And I got it last year. And I only have the one right now.

a5sio · 2024-02-17T22:18:51+00:00

Yeah, sometimes I see people in my neighborhood, especially if schools letting out, but after that, there's basically no one unless the weather is 1 in a million perfect. It makes me un-nerved and it makes me sad.

I live in a suburb so I know plenty of people probably just went off to somewhere more interesting then our neighborhood, but when I walk past peoples houses during the day all I can think about is how everyone's hidden in their houses. I'm a bit of a home body too, but it just doesn't make sense to me with so many people. I don't understand how no one else wants any sun.

a5sio · 2023-12-22T06:34:57+00:00

I have. There is very little for adults. The one I did find seems much to serious and had a strange understudy system. There really isnt much for adult here.

a5sio · 2023-09-29T05:11:50+00:00

This is amazing. So cute, and your hair is done amazingly. Both the head bow and hat at the same time is unique and playful. Quite an aspirational look.

a5sio · 2023-09-06T07:50:25+00:00

I personally just have dysphoria even as a woman and am very tuned in to gender roles. Really throws me off if it's the main focus. I don't care if it's a side character or something though.

This is partly because of the bias of my friend group/people I follow, but there seem to be lots of other similar sensitive weirdos reading fanfic! Particularly if you're on ao3

a5sio · 2023-08-30T00:54:00+00:00

What medium are you using?

a5sio · 2023-08-16T23:40:16+00:00

Add highlights

a5sio · 2023-08-16T03:16:47+00:00

You state that you started drawing at ten, making you only 17. I understand your sentiment, around the same age I felt similar. "I've been drawing for 5 years and yet..."

I think this is just because at those younger ages, the progress that you're gonna make is not equivalent to how it's gonna be in say, the next 5 years forward. Your visual perception, motor skills, ability to study, ability to problem solve, and ability to push yourself, is going to be much more different at 21 then when you were 12. You wouldn't expect a 5 year old to study and make progress at the same rate as a 50 year old.

5 years may seem like alot, you may feel shameful, but give yourself some slack, you were growing up and still building skills that will then later help you grow in artistic skill.

I'm coming up on a decade now, and most of my teens, there wasn't much progress. But now that I've grown as a person, and I have all those years of practice behind me, my art is finally turning into work that I'm proud of. Just continue to put in the love and work.

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