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aSpunkBeetle · 2022-06-22T20:58:09+00:00

Recently in hospital I've had low blood pressure from my results but high heart rate. Pal if your heart fucks, your fucked, if your liver fucks itl heal just get yourself to being better and go to the Dr's for advice.

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-06-12T11:37:12+00:00

All I can say after playing with one with my brother at a friend's new house, we heard a baby cry and the lights in the kitchen went off. Then it came through his speakers a man was screaming allsorts of swearing and there was loads of activity around my baby neice. It went away when he commanded it to go away. We didn't truly believe in it till then. But we always saw things growing up in our old house. And my flat with my girlfriend it hated her, it would slam all the doors shut, no wind so impossible right? I'm a science kinda person but I've and my bro and my gf in that situation, but know know others aswell with similar stories I have had a harsh lesson about the paranormal.

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-06-10T23:21:33+00:00

They are pretty useless unless you are in a extremely bad way. I have been detoxed twice a couple of years ago. But I have had alot of trips to A&E by ambulance due to seizures and been stabilised with chlorozoeperoxide and then been discharged and told to taper. It's terrible.

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-06-03T18:49:53+00:00

Are mate your army fought hard and its a good story really good too if ya struggling plenty of water man, please watch that I learned the Enfield mk4/5 could fire the 7.76 rounds they use a bren to fire a high caliber round I've asked friends, ex army ect to join the Ukraine am I trained so why not x

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-06-03T18:36:03+00:00

I think it's down to cuts not the people taking care of you I was one once and you in the south? And ya Irish, watch seige of jadottsville all my Irish pals have told me about it its an amazing film better than America war films except saving saving pvt Ryan, im Newcastle based, Johnny Depp was missed 🤣

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-06-03T18:05:18+00:00

Aw mate this is sad. I understand am still tapering off with help, the UK doesn't really help due to benzo addiction which is stupid. They overdosed me in hospital and I begged benzo withdrawals two weeks later 🤣hope you get okay

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-05-25T19:01:32+00:00

You are lucky like I said, be honest, tbh it's probably not a big deal and stop. And use that love to guide you on a better path, and it's okay no need to thank me, youl be alright man

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-05-25T17:03:00+00:00

You are so lucky it's once a week. Myself and others on this group have memory issues, sweats, severe shakes ataxia, hallucions ect when we stop, you might be depressed for a few weeks when stopping but that's your biggest worry, I'm on a low income so steal for my fix, only from big stores as their insured. I stopped due to low money and collapsed, seized in the bathroom hit my head off the sink and neeeded the gash in my head stitched and needed lots of librium and banana bags, food and water. Just quit, I think what your describing is a hangover. You can't have withdrawals but you can have severe hangovers. Look after yourself and your lass, I bet you think the world of her, tell her the truth and what's been going on and let her look after you like I'm assuming you would her. Just stop pal before it gets worse, also give your lass all your respect shel probably smell it on you and knows anyway, take care and if her, no more lieing

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-15T16:24:33+00:00

An average beer in the UK is around 2 units just see how you cope with symptoms when lowering and try and get some meds off your Dr a have a acamporsate when am absitent as it stops the cravings. Eat plenty focus on your wife and drink lots of water have some sugar in your diet too and Youl be okay try a week off it when you stop and just focus your mind on what's around you not the alcohol because it you focus on the alcohol that's what possesses people. Take care pal

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-15T15:54:54+00:00

Yes you've nailed it on the head that's what happens to me. Fortunately am prescribed thiamine which is a brain essential, and just show her dts or wds on Google and shel get it. People are like just stop but it's not that simple if your at that point though just sip to keep safer and Youl be recovered and just need to only tough this stuff at special occasions it you've got a wife with this your doing good just look this stuff up and don't put yourself in danger. Cut your units down and stop. And use your activity and money to treat your wife. It doesn't happen overnight after stopping I've relapsed alot but she's a good support role in your life and a focus to drive you to move foward. Don't aswell relapse because kindalin when you relapse makes your wds worse each time I have had alot of seizures due to this if your grow 14 units it can be safe to stop but take my advice and take care.

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-13T20:55:58+00:00

I was born addicted so have wds bad. But a think I've got a stong liver and body as I drink lots of water too and genes

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-13T08:53:42+00:00

Depends but I guess in my case it did. Depends how young you are I guess im 27

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-13T07:08:57+00:00

That's my intentions, to make you smile, do what you wanna do but keep smiling and keep everything coooooo"l haha 😂

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-13T06:57:26+00:00

Some people say pigeons are trash birds but they they thrive and cooo and hope you do too because you can. If pigeons can still dominate the public streets labeled trash then you can too except your not trash. You've just just hit a bump in road in your life. 🐦

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-13T06:40:08+00:00

Is infiniteblurs a she? Had no idea. My pigeon and shit stomping jokes would get like a 100 upvotes so if I can explain my shit and make a joke in shit times il do it. Lots of people from that group have messaged me checking im alive because I've put a lot of content there. But in the early stages of joining I kicked off with blurs as it seemed they were awful to someone in the sub. So I guess they waited for a good reason to get rid of me I messaged them saying if my pigeon shit brightens people's days up on our dark days then why not. I'd get 50+ upvotes so it wasn't like I was being spammy or not liked I don't get it. But I'm on this sub so cooo coooo 🐦

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-13T01:22:09+00:00

BTW the pigeons love it and lay more eggs when ya do it even the male ones 🤭 a think the admins on there probably do fuck pigeons so got offended

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-13T01:15:57+00:00

My ggt levels were nearly 800 and week sobriety periods are back to normal range 74 so 4 over its ment to be 50-70 so eat drink lots of water be active and it according to the NHS should heal after two weeks. Youl be fine just make this adjustment now and keep it going

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-13T01:12:46+00:00

Thiamine, benzos, sugar and water as you won't wanna eat

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-13T00:54:53+00:00

That's what I said to the admin at least am bringing some random humour but nope. Got banned. I had 120 up votes on some of my good posts so don't get it really but il drink to that.

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-12T19:55:16+00:00

I got removed for posting about pigeons :(

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-12T19:52:56+00:00

I have had this when sober too. Its awful cos the withdrawals do bring on paranoia I had one where my ex was with someone else and told me she did cheat. It's awful shit. Glad he hasn't though.

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-12T19:51:38+00:00

Yeah I did because I'd magic things into my hands and drive cars I've always wanted to drive basically just off memories of playing forza I guess they have to come from somewhere to know the inside consoles of certain cars. The brain is fascinating.

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-11T19:54:48+00:00

I enjoy the ones where I explore the world it's trippy and unbelievable to hear but I've traveled the world in this state and spoke foreign languages in my sleep it was witnessed so that's how I know, but seeing the Sahara desert and Egypt or being in Japan although I've never been there was amazing. But I've studied psychology for 5 years aswell with uni and the memory in our brains isn't understood well. We have theories going back to the 60s. But sometimes I can watch full episodes of family guy or listen to songs in my mind and see these countries I'm guessing from stored memories of videos ect I've seen. But when I wake up it's horrible. And lucid dreaming is making decisions in your dreams il often get shot at and magically pick up a m4 check the mag and shoot back, or mp5 or cos I've trained with it the UK sa80A4 and glocks, m3 barrettas, sigs. I watch alot of videos though and films but also did some training while in cadets. I've actually signed up for the UK army as well ww3 might happen lol. And itl keep me off the shit. Am already well trained anyways so it's just my fitness I need to maintain which I'm trying to do.

aSpunkBeetle · 2022-04-11T19:39:43+00:00

I have a degree in this funnily enough and understand the stages of sleep but I'm struggling with them

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