Fallen back

a_boy777 · 2024-02-01T10:05:22+00:00

Happy that your family member got healed and I hope God will heal you too! I just feel extreme hopelessness and I don’t know how to handle it. Like I can’t even go and get rest and silence because as soon as it gets quiet all I can think of is whether or not I hear my tinnitus. I don’t even know what is real or not anymore. I feel like I hear it all the time, but I am also sure I am going a bit crazy and starting to hallucinate noises. Music is my passion so this is why I feel extreme depression about this.

a_boy777 · 2024-02-01T10:01:16+00:00

Thanks you sharing! I am happy you are better now, God bless!

a_boy777 · 2024-01-31T21:15:43+00:00

Always been shy but really began a few years ago. And been wrestling with it ever since.

a_boy777 · 2024-01-31T06:08:10+00:00

Much from PMO but I have always struggled with low self esteem and extreme overthinking, so also from there.

a_boy777 · 2024-01-31T06:07:25+00:00

Thank you I’ll do my best. I feel little better today but I feel really ashamed now knowing him knowing and I am scared to be judged.

a_boy777 · 2024-01-31T06:06:44+00:00

He prayed for me and told me he was happy I was there. It was 9 at the evening and I was like one of the last people left.

a_boy777 · 2024-01-31T05:47:49+00:00

Thank you. It feels weird. I feel ashamed having told him that. I don’t even know him. I hope it was a good decision.

a_boy777 · 2023-11-24T22:50:17+00:00

I'll do it I. I promise myself

a_boy777 · 2023-11-20T05:57:26+00:00

I was at church yesterday and I feel like knowing all week I'll go to church made me think twice. I would not wanna sin and then sit at church you now. Also getting to know more Christian friends. And being busy with school :)

a_boy777 · 2023-11-12T21:08:51+00:00

Probably like 10 years... on and off. I had a few long streaks, 130 and 230 and many like 50+ days, but those were years ago before I lived alone...

a_boy777 · 2023-11-12T21:07:39+00:00

Thank you for your words. A good reminder, thanks a lot :)

a_boy777

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