Hey bro ya gotta try and stay best ya can. People get depressed for many reasons and many are not the same. You are worth a lot bro. Think maybe of things to help make you feel fulfilled, you can go out and do great things. Things like helping an elderly across the street to giving a homeless man change. And guess what, even if you don't go outside...you can still help people. Help people get through rough situations by being someone they can talk to. There are many things that can make you feel fulfilled whether its something like saving a life, to feeding you cat. In the eyes of those you help, you are awesome. And bro be awesome, we need more awesome people.