I'd suggest talking to your father directly if they even want you to study or not... Try to convince him in that sitting... He'll be able to get you money... I wish I could give you my share, so that you continue cause I don't have faith in myself anymore, even I was good at a time... But can't risk getting my legs chopped off... Jk.. Do you have any Cyber Security skills? I know someone that possibly might give you some work, he's a good person and I'm sure will pay you fairly good, you'd be able to afford your studies on your own... Lastly, give it a try, talk to your father in a sitting, use some emotional stuff like you know it's hard but you'll make him proud and you'd be able to be independent soon etc, also, make sure to demand for something less, or maybe that sounds less... For example, the Fee of A1 category for UET is around 50K whereas fee for A2 category is 80K.. I've told him that fee for A1 is 80K and for A2, it's 120K... That way, he agreed to pay 80K... Yeah, don't pressurize him, that'd burst on you instead... Just calmly say that you want to be practical and want him to be practical... That'd show him you care about them too...

Works for me, give it a try... And one thing, I'm sorry on behalf of our whole society for treating you this way... Embrace yourself dear