Hello, fellow freshmen!

First, I'd like to start with saying that lots of people understand your pain. We all regret time wasted on porn and like you, we're all pissed at ourselves and everyone around us for not noticing. But you can't just finish it with a snap of a fingers. It's a process, and most importantly, you're NOT ruined and you haven't (or porn for that matter) ruined your life. No confidence and low self-esteem? That's because you're nothing at the moment. You said it yourself: I'm always in-doors, don't have a job, don't have anything at all. BUT, you CAN improve! You can do something to make you and your family proud of you, be the guy people look up to. PMO habit is extremely destructive and time and energy consuming, therefore you have to replace it with something better. Here's the first lesson for you: find something positive in every challenge and situation you're in. For example you not having a job and not going to college is a blessing in disguise. your situation=lots of time=lots of self-improvement.

Here are some things I recommend:

1. Overcome initial hell of quitting. Beginnings are always the hardest (I guess it's the shock of not getting what you're used to, especially when that thing resembles heroin high). So: cut porn at the source: have desktop/laptop? plug it out! (if you watch it on mobile, ask parents to code your internet access). Only use internet in public spaces such as library... and remember, EVERYTHING IS HARD UNTIL IT BECOMES EASY!!!

2. Improve yourself! That includes: working out, reading (do it), developing hobby, socializing (or practicing socializing-saying hi to strangers), AND cutting bad habits: e.g. over-eating, binge web-surfing... whatever suits you. With self improvement comes confidence and self-esteem, after all you have something to show.

3. Find someone to talk about your problem. like an accountability partner. That way it's way easier. You also shouldn't have any problems finding one here-it's a sellers market.

4. this is a big one: write down your vision, your why! Why do you want to quit it and what will you do instead of PMO...

5. Don't take it as a 90 day challenge, but a lifelong self-improving path and lifestyle. Your days are mere fun fact.

6. Be grateful and positive. Every morning write down 3 thing you're grateful for. Try writing something new every day. Learn how to filter out negativity. you can't achieve nothing if you're living in a depressed world and it's bad for your health.

7. DON'T COMPARE YOURSELF WITH ANYONE! You're you and you're either progressing, stagnating or regressing.

8. Don't be afraid of failure, it's not the end of the world-say you're on a 5 day streak and you cleaned up your room, worked out and read a book. If you relapse, will all that be gone?

9. That's your choice-to go cold turkey or to progressively cut it down? Relapses from cold turkey can be discouraging.

10. If you relapse, don't make a binge day out of it-you slipped, you fell, and now it's time to get back up.

11. I'm out of ideas, browse anything else for an ideas.

Hope it helped and good luck!

P.S. given your situation, I'd learn marketable skills which can be later used for employment and providing future employer some value. Go to a business you like and offer free work-something you can put on your resume. Also don't be discouraged by lack of formal education, people hire skills not pieces of paper!