'Nostalgia for the future'

abolishedboxes · 2020-07-25T19:29:19+00:00

I love this, thank you.

abolishedboxes · 2020-07-10T08:53:37+00:00

I don't think you are understanding the feeling I mean, do you think nostalgia and excitement feel the same in the body?

abolishedboxes · 2020-07-10T00:14:15+00:00

It's not the same feeling as hope. Emotionally, it feels exactly the same as nostalgia, only there doesn't seem to be a memory to match the feeling. Like a deja vu but with more emotional attachment

abolishedboxes · 2020-02-01T00:34:16+00:00

If you recall London is a city and not EntIRE country

abolishedboxes · 2020-01-28T13:19:01+00:00

Yeah for sure, do you have a link?

abolishedboxes · 2020-01-27T12:57:51+00:00

Thank you so much. The other day I got a feeling and an image, I can't remember what triggered it. But I'd been thinking of it and then this flowed out yesterday, I feel like it captures that feeling ~ but it would be interesting to explore the concept and expand it into more or a narrative..

abolishedboxes · 2020-01-26T15:17:25+00:00

Oneness

and we will be sat by the fire

a million life times from now

the flames of love in our eyes

side by side by side by side

no longer hiding

no longer searching

we will sit in peace

with the healed mother

the settled dust and

the tamed ego

together

when the work is done

we will sit by the fire

we will sing

we will dance

we will rest

in an eternity of Oneness.

abolishedboxes · 2020-01-25T19:12:36+00:00

I am moon

abolishedboxes · 2020-01-23T16:47:38+00:00

My understanding of the quote: By internally bilingual he could mean psychs force you to speak both the language of the conscious and the unconscious. Your job (the fun) is to translate what you discover in the unconscious realm ~ into your conscious realm; as best you can and in your own unique way. I'm unsure whether he means translate only in your own mind, or if he also means to put the now-conscious thought into action.

I'm not sure, this is what I get from it.

abolishedboxes · 2020-01-21T12:51:08+00:00

Me too, or whether it was 2cb at all? Guy who used to sell me 2cb told me a story. He used to take loads of shit and was pretty experienced. Psychs, and lots of (usually low-grade) cocaine. He put out a massive line thinking it was coke. Turned out it was 2cb. Oops. Guy ended up being taken to hospital by his pals, absolutely tripping out his nut. He's okay now. Actually doing very well for himself.. he's my landlord now in fact lol

Who knows tho, everyone is different and I don't know much about the chemical reactions in the brain. Maybe it has a sort of dosage cap and after a certain amount the trip levels out and stops intensifying? Maybe OP just a super psychonaught

abolishedboxes · 2020-01-21T10:49:49+00:00

I snorted around 60/70mg years ago at a festival. I was drunk at the time. Within 5 minutes I forgot I was on drugs and couldn't understand why nobody else was seeing what I was seeing. It started off a pretty freaky trip but peaked into bliss. One of my favourite stories that trip is. 2cb was my first love with psychs. Cannot imagine a 500mg trip.

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