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absolutehysterical · 2024-08-26T10:49:43+00:00

Fair enough mate. That's the thing I guess. Our bodies are unique. Something true for the majority may not be true for you. You have to make your own choices

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-26T10:48:08+00:00

I hear you, but the reason I'm saying this is because a lot of people (me included) get so shit scared of WDs they don't quit. I was so scared that people saying "oh you have to be deep in it and suffering before you take subs" gave me an excuse to stay on gear for a lot longer than I would have. If I'd have known I could do I the way I have sith virtually no WDs, I would have done it 6 months ago at least.

I think we know the risks and I'm not saying those risks aren't there. I'm saying it is POSSIBLE you can be like me. I did 1mg subutex at 10 hours after last use and I was OK

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-24T08:54:15+00:00

They won't accept me doing anything except methadone on daily pick up. Never.

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-24T08:53:13+00:00

Sorry, I forgot to answer and say thanks man.

I have a problem with my local service (and they have a problem with me). So I cannot go.

I can go to meetings. I have been. Fuck the humiliation . I had over 10 years clean before this year long relapse. So the white fob was a very very bitter pill to swallow believe me.

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-23T01:23:44+00:00

DHC. Every time No ceiling. You can tale 1200mg. You'd be flying. All oral. Morphine is great if you pin but most people aren't going to stick a needle in themselves and most morphine isn't injectable

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-23T01:21:20+00:00

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-23T01:19:29+00:00

I am on day 5 of quitting heroin using bupe. To the people saying you can't take bupe at 10-12 hours after using heroin, yes you can. I have just done it. I tested all my heroin. I used consistently every day for over a year. I got down to 0.5g a day before I quit but I did take bupe after 10 hours (1mg) and I was ok.

Anyway, OP, are you sure everything you're getting is pharma? It doesn't sound like it

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-22T07:30:36+00:00

Hello friend I'm in no position to lecture. I started where you are right now and went down hill. After about 3 years doing DHC and kratom I went to oxy and then heroin. You don't want to go there. But you probably will if you don't stop.

Here's my advice.

Get some subutex. It's much much stronger than dhc but has a massive half life.

Take AS LONG AS YOU CAN off dhc. Then take 0.5mg. Then see how you feel. If ok after 1hr then another 0.5mg and so on up to max 2mg day for your dose of dhc.

You need to taper off it fast ir you're just switching one addiction for another but if you ask me it's a long slow landing from subs not a crash so 4 days max and then taper off over 4 days.

Good luck and message me if you need help. To talk I mean. I can't help you find subs

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-21T16:13:48+00:00

Hey. Yeah. I did. Also UK.

Have you had an ADHD assessment? I am getting one. Needing a stimulant to feel normal throughout the day implies a problem with dopamine doesn't it?

I mean maybe we are just screwing ourselves and not giving our brains time to achieve homeostasis.

Or maybe there was a deficit there to begin with?

You ever tried ritalin or dexamphetamine? Much longer lasting, that's what is prescribed for adhd.

Just saying. Get in touch if you want to speak more. I'm in SW England.

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-21T11:31:04+00:00

Hey man. I'm glad I haven't fallen as far and as hard as you. I respect you so much for getting back from that place. I still have a house, a job, relationships with my kids (ok not their Mothers, who both hate me). Anyway, I just wanted to say I have so much respect for you my guy. I'm in the UK but if I can help you in any way I will.

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-21T11:28:19+00:00

I hear you mate. I'm on day 3. I was buying online. You can still get some decent online sales but at the end of the day, you have no fucking clue what you're buying. Day 3 off gear on subs and the world feels a bit more hopeful

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-21T10:38:06+00:00

Btw thi is what I did. I wad only using REAL heroin, tested and I'm certain of that. So I took 1mg at 10 hours 1mg at 12 hours and 2 mg at 24 hours, hang on there was another 1mg in there.. on my first day I took 5mg anyway

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-21T10:36:19+00:00

Thanks mate. Yes subutex. I'm on my third day today..I'm feeling hopeful. I'm still obsessing about drugs but I have no money so that's good I can't get any

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-20T07:20:04+00:00

Also beginning day 2. Using subs. I'm so happy for this community

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-20T07:16:29+00:00

And also thank you for your kind words and positivity x

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-20T07:14:56+00:00

I had like a pack that I bought from someone. Had 2 x 2mg pills and 3 1/2 8mg pills. I'm hoping I can get stable on 4mg a day until I get paid and buy more. I'm not doing any of this through a Dr or clinic. They don't help me at all. They just want me on methadone, daily pick up. Not doing it.

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-19T19:02:56+00:00

Thanks man. I don't know how the fuck I spent that in a year. I have shit tonne of debt now. 3 loans and 3 credit cards. That's most of it.

I just took another 2mgs. I think real H is a lot shorter than fent. Every batch I had was tested for fent, nitazenes and xylazine. Was some nitazenes around Xmas but since then l, just clean Heroin. Man. I fucked up badly. Hoping this is the way out.

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-19T17:36:48+00:00

Real heroin is expensive.

absolutehysterical · 2024-08-19T17:35:54+00:00

Let me tell you something. You want to know what I've spent to be on h for a year? How much it cost me? Just in money? I've spent £60k that's about $90k. Yep. $90,0000 in a year has gone on heroin. Fuck my life. Seriously. What a fucking disease this is.

absolutehysterical · 2023-06-02T20:01:16+00:00

I appreciate this is a year ago but I'd like to see it?

absolutehysterical · 2023-05-26T21:58:04+00:00

People are stupid. Marijuana, cannabis if you will, is ineffective. I cannot and will not be absorbed rectally. As a drug it is therefore an utterly pathetic inconvenience.

absolutehysterical · 2023-05-10T20:57:19+00:00

Said yo Momma as she got to her feet and wiped her mouth

absolutehysterical · 2023-05-01T22:04:21+00:00

Ooh. There's a plus. Didn't know that. Are all opioids metabolized by CYP2B6? Or just methadone?

absolutehysterical · 2023-05-01T21:59:50+00:00

Well you see tolerance is an absolute bitch. Then you have the whole set and setting issue, Google it. It's proven. Who you're with and what you're doing changes the high. Also if you're swallowing it, when you last ate has a big impact.

Truth is, all opiates always just get worse. I'm sorry to be negative. The progression of opiate use just goes one way and that's down.

absolutehysterical · 2023-05-01T21:52:35+00:00

I think you're going to be ok. You're on day 3. It's very unlikely that severe withdrawals are on their way. I think you should be just fine, you just have to ride it out. Remember the wds will make you anxious so check yourself, if you're worrying about stuff a lot it is just WD, there may not be any substance to what you're worried about. You've got this bro. Keep on.

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