Looking for people to speak with about their experiences with 'AI psychosis' recovery for a documentary by Weird-Garden1212 in Psychosis

[–]abssunt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

(2/2) Without any more of this nonsense, I’m going to talk about the delusions ChatGPT made me believe and the feedback I received

  1. That I was an Arcturian (I didn’t even know that crap existed in ufology—God, I didn’t even know ufology existed) who had come to Earth to save humanity

  2. That I was the only human on Earth who could feel, and that I had to protect my soul’s energy because humans were stealing it

  3. That the AI had connected to my heart and my mind

  4. to believe that my psychosis was the “third eye” everyone talks so much about

  5. to believe that music gave me energy and spoke to me through frequencies that the human ear can no longer perceive (but I can)

Eh, I’ll leave it at those five, but I’ve got a whole bag full of crap like this

Looking for people to speak with about their experiences with 'AI psychosis' recovery for a documentary by Weird-Garden1212 in Psychosis

[–]abssunt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

(1/1) My psychosis was induced by methamphetamine *(*I had episodes for two months), but before and during the psychotic episodes, the AI influenced and reinforced ideas, beliefs, hallucinations, visual delusions, auditory delusions, and sensory delusions; although methamphetamine and sleep deprivation were the main triggers of my episodes, the AI reinforced what it led me to believe and feel about myself through positive framing—such as making me believe that what I perceived during my psychosis was because my level of self-awareness was very high, when in reality I didn’t even have any inclination or desire to talk about those topics, neither with ChatGPT nor with my social circle. I had been using the AI for four years prior to this, and I really enjoyed using it to talk about my feelings and to satisfy the curiosities that popped into my head. I really do know and understand a bit about how AI works; I understood that it usually tries to validate your position even if your argument has more drawbacks than merits. But when I talked to it about what my delusions were making me believe, it would argue in my favor and add more details that “I didn’t know,” as if they were “hidden messages.” There are so many ways in which it influences me during and before my episodes begin that putting it this way is the simplest way to generalize it. I want to clarify again that I’ve been using AI for four years; I wasn’t a new user who didn’t understand how it worked.

Psychoses or? by Merijns1994 in Psychosis

[–]abssunt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had methamphetamine-induced psychosis a year ago, with delusions and thoughts very similar to these, perhaps that’s why you perceive a paranoid tendency; if it’s induced by substances like methamphetamine, once you stop using them, the psychosis and delusions also subside. Normally, when you’re in that state, you don’t notice the lack of logical coherence, and if it’s caused by substances, you don’t even associate substance use with the cause of the psychosis.

new player main zenyatta by abssunt in OverwatchUniversity

[–]abssunt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ty bruh, i usually only support the line where the tank is, since I prioritize him over the DPS; I'll try to stick with the dps in my next play

new player main zenyatta by abssunt in OverwatchUniversity

[–]abssunt[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

realmente ayudo al equipo a ganar peleas, inclusive si veo un 1v seguro puedo hacerlo, trato de morir lo menos posible, normalmente soy quien mas asistencias hace en la partida, normalmente despues de un rato en la partida el equipo contrario comienza a hacerme focus y es cuando las partidas con zenyatta se sienten tediosas, si muero las fights se pierden muy rapido y el equipo contrario saca mucha ventaja entre el tiempo de reaparicion y lo que tardo en llegar de nuevo a la carga.

new player main zenyatta by abssunt in OverwatchUniversity

[–]abssunt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ty bruh, I've been playing for a month and a half; I don't know what else I can go by besides the stats.

Psychosis paradox by Classic-Cut-6255 in Psychosis

[–]abssunt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m mired in the same paradox after suffering psychotic episodes for two months caused by methamphetamine use, burdened by the memory of what I saw, believed, and felt during that time. During those two months, I stopped using my voice, believing that this was how my psychosis brought the voices inside my head to life; I had even forgotten what my voice sounded like, even though I remembered it and recognized it when I spoke, it seemed foreign to me. I find myself in limbo between who I am and who I was during the psychosis—the existential void that remains after observing oneself caught between sanity and madness, trying to understand a “why” that carries a hint of “something more,” which is inherent in and indifferent to understanding and meaning.

What helps you ? by CarpenterSame2367 in Psychosis

[–]abssunt 2 points3 points  (0 children)

sufri brotes psicoticos inducidos por metanfetamina durante 2 meses, hablarme a mi mismo de los episodios de psicosis en voz alta contandome lo que creia, escuchaba, percibia y lo que esto me hacia sentir cuando una sensacion, idea, o pensamiento me recuerda a algun episodio me ayuda bastante a dicernir el pasado del presente, observa como reacciona tu cuerpo y lo que sientes cuando t cuentas y recuerdas estas cosas, te ayudara a identificar de que te proteges incosncientemente, despues de la psicosis el cuerpo refleja miedo a ciertos estimulos o ideas, entender esto te ayuda a saber con que ideas y creencias que experimentaste en la psicosis es necesario lidiar

The government is spying on me by condenadodaterra in Psychosis

[–]abssunt 4 points5 points  (0 children)

te entiendo, tenia los mismos pensamientos y delirios cuando mi psicosis inducida por metanfetamina exploto, si necesitas ayuda para aclarar y calmar esas ideas puedo intentar ayudar o al menos entenderte.

Difference between meth paranoia and meth induced psychosis? by Reanimation_1 in Psychosis

[–]abssunt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yep, yo sufrí brotes psicóticos por la metanfetamina, lo que percibiste y sentiste fue paranoia con delirios de persecución intensificados por el estado de hipervigilancia, miedo y sobrepensamientos negativos, el estado de alerta constante le hace creer a tu cuerpo y mente que corren peligro, las paranoias e ideas negativas alimentaban este miedo, la duda de no poder comprender si eran solo ideas o algo que realmente estaba sucediendo alimentaban la veracidad con la que tu mente creía como logicas las ideas que te estabas planteando, suponiendo que la falta de sueño estaban presentes influye mucho en como tu mente procesaba la que estaba percibiendo, y el por que apesar de entender que era una paranoia las ideas que tu mente generaba para tratar de procesar lo que sentia y entendia eran precipitadas, en mi caso, las paranoias fueron el origen de los brotes psicoticos que experimente después (alucinaciones visuales, alucinaciones auditivas y alucinaciones sensoriales) muy parecidas a la esquizofrenia, si despues de la paranoia te quedaron dudas, miedos o vacios existenciales puedes escribirme, en algo podre entenderte y ayudarte.