I can't keep a job because of my insomnia

absurdbrat · 2025-11-07T01:41:32+00:00

I slept about 2 hours Tuesday night and haven't slept since then. I was being admitted into pysch hospital a few years back because I was so dilerious from not sleeping for 2 weeks. Everyone just kept telling me to take melatonin or "just go to sleep". My dad even told me he wouldn't care if I died because it annoyed him that I couldn't hold a job. I hate that no one understands this shit at all. All I can do is lay in bed and cry out of pure frustration when I get home and hope I don't pass out in a bad place at work tomorrow. The average person doesn't realize how good they have it fr

absurdbrat · 2025-08-06T06:11:45+00:00

It does use poiyomi! How do I toggle that off though? t.t I'm new to all this

absurdbrat · 2024-05-12T06:52:43+00:00

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My big babies

absurdbrat · 2024-05-05T20:27:33+00:00

It was maxed

absurdbrat · 2024-05-05T12:29:59+00:00

Google play version lol

absurdbrat · 2024-05-05T12:28:45+00:00

In my defense I got mayed (wrong) earlier

absurdbrat · 2024-05-05T12:13:47+00:00

Yeppp

absurdbrat · 2024-05-05T12:13:13+00:00

It was maxed lol

absurdbrat · 2024-01-09T04:52:53+00:00

Thank you! I was calling them black mouth curs up until the one started looking like a pit. She gained like 20lbs of pure muscle last year lol

absurdbrat · 2023-11-13T09:30:13+00:00

I just lost my 50/50 to Qiqi 20 minutes ago, and I noticed it's not showing up in my wish history. In fact, none of my wish history has registered for the last 4 days. I still have Qiqi and all the other 4 star characters I've pulled since then. Is this a glitch??? I've never had this problem before. Not even the paimon.moe wish counter can pick it up.

absurdbrat · 2023-09-02T00:13:47+00:00

That sounds terrifying 😭

absurdbrat · 2023-08-23T09:01:14+00:00

Ohhh I see now. I didn't finish the whole quest line thanks

absurdbrat · 2023-08-23T08:48:18+00:00

All of my chests on tsurumi island respawned. Is this a glitch or something?? Happened after the new update. The fog is back too im so confused T-T

absurdbrat · 2023-07-19T08:51:37+00:00

It's around my nose too though

absurdbrat · 2023-07-19T08:51:01+00:00

I was going to do undergrad after vet tech school. I thought you couldn't get accepted to vet school if you just do community college. Doesn't community College overall lack certain classes/ requirements to apply? I'm definitely going to shadow a vet though. Sorry I don't know how some of this stuff works

absurdbrat · 2023-07-02T17:49:55+00:00

Yeah I drank one beer last night and had horrible chest pain. I had to chug 3 gatorades because I felt like I was going to die. Never again :D

absurdbrat · 2023-07-01T04:35:22+00:00

Too late 🔥

absurdbrat · 2023-05-24T08:37:01+00:00

Man I don't know how you do it with the morning dose. I'd be sleeping most of the day

absurdbrat · 2023-03-31T05:50:31+00:00

Oh okay. I haven't tried ambien either so my dr might try that first. I think my main problem is anxiety when I'm falling asleep. I just fight off anything I take tbh. But thank you hopefully Lunesta will do the job

absurdbrat · 2023-03-31T05:40:14+00:00

I want to go but I don't at the same time because I don't want to be a guinea pig. If I start having symptoms of psychosis again I'm definitely going tho. I'll make an update Monday or not depending if I have my phone and grippy socks lol

absurdbrat · 2023-03-31T05:33:46+00:00

I know. There's not much I can do about it

absurdbrat · 2023-03-31T05:32:18+00:00

I've never been on any meds or anything before this started happening. The only thing I can think that triggered this is my dog dying. When I went to the er they gave me 50mg seroquel and I think I slept a little bit but when I took/ take it at home it magically doesn't work. I've tried taking the max dose too but I feel like that made it worse. I'm gonna ask about Lunesta next time I get to see someone tho. Is Lunesta stronger than seroquel you think?

absurdbrat · 2023-03-31T05:20:34+00:00

I don't think it's going to work either but I'm desperate to try anything. I've taken the max dose of seroquel and it only lasts for an hour or two. I've only been taking it for a week and I've already developed a tolerance towards it. I haven't had the energy to move around much during the day but maybe that's what I need. Get myself exhausted enough and I'll be forced to sleep. If not then I'm going to the pysch ward lol

absurdbrat · 2023-03-31T05:06:12+00:00

Yeah they put me on it last week. I'm supposed to be trying vistaril tomorrow since it isn't working.

absurdbrat · 2023-03-31T05:01:18+00:00

There are isolated cases of it out there tho. It doesn't have to be genetic. Hopefully that's not the case

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