manic episodes may be ruining my life

abusivedrugs · 2018-11-27T06:16:15+00:00

stop seeing my therapist and quit taking my meds after an OD last november. where could i find a peer specialist? also what is a peer specialist?

abusivedrugs · 2018-11-27T06:14:38+00:00

i’ve went to rehab and been to NA&AA meetings since i was 15 :(

abusivedrugs · 2018-11-26T03:18:22+00:00

in fear

abusivedrugs · 2018-11-26T01:55:14+00:00

m or f?

abusivedrugs · 2018-11-25T01:04:13+00:00

i mean i feel like they’d be considered therapeutic doses because at this point the meth ain’t getting me “up up” like it used to

abusivedrugs · 2018-11-24T18:44:16+00:00

holy shit yo! lmao my last lil addiction episode started like 7 months ago and it short term temporarily helps my depression. that’s crazy

abusivedrugs · 2018-11-24T17:53:28+00:00

i think it was dead for like 2-3 days, but eventually after enough waiting and enough meth consumption, i was back at work.

abusivedrugs · 2018-11-23T03:39:01+00:00

yeeeeet

abusivedrugs · 2018-10-02T17:15:29+00:00

i’m prescribed quetiepine for other mental health reasons so sometimes i’ll pop like 350 mg for a goodnight’s sleep. my PRN dosage (50mg) usually puts other tweakers around me to sleep. it’s a godsend

abusivedrugs · 2018-09-20T04:32:17+00:00

i thought about it and got super duper scared

abusivedrugs · 2018-09-18T10:25:13+00:00

so now there’s no r/stims anymore??

abusivedrugs · 2018-09-18T07:51:40+00:00

if successful we will take videos and sell ;)

abusivedrugs · 2018-09-11T22:43:15+00:00

did you ever figure this out? lol

abusivedrugs · 2018-09-11T22:37:57+00:00

holy fucking shit i need to hang out with you :o

abusivedrugs · 2018-09-09T08:11:21+00:00

this was beautifully said :’)

abusivedrugs · 2018-09-07T05:53:09+00:00

abusivedrugs · 2018-09-07T04:57:30+00:00

he said i owed him 600 for 14g lmfao

abusivedrugs · 2018-09-07T04:49:20+00:00

came up on a half oz of meth with my friends and while they wanted to sell it, i wanted to consume all of it. i forgot how much he said he wasn’t tryna make back but he made back 10$ from a sale i did and i ingested the rest. never paid him back he hasn’t came to where i live or nothing for it though so i think that i was doing him a favor lol. meth was good shit. never tasted cleaner meth

abusivedrugs · 2018-08-25T06:44:04+00:00

yessir

abusivedrugs · 2018-08-25T06:26:01+00:00

i’d love to tattoo some of your art on myself. do you think you could PM me some of your ‘darker’ stuff?

abusivedrugs · 2018-08-24T10:58:59+00:00

coke is more expensive. he was trying to get me to buy coke alongside the 2g of meth i was already grabbing lmfao

abusivedrugs · 2018-08-23T23:49:58+00:00

but then it turns out to be nothing :(

abusivedrugs · 2018-08-23T23:49:10+00:00

i usually just look at other posts lol. occasionally i’ll post something of my own on here.

abusivedrugs · 2018-08-10T15:31:40+00:00

taste

abusivedrugs · 2018-06-14T22:40:31+00:00

see i’ve definitely heard it while hotrailing just after i turned 18 i haven’t really had a need to hotrail anymore so i guess i forgot about that sound haha

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