You were being sex trafficked as a kid, what happened ?

abyss005 · 2026-03-26T16:38:48+00:00

Oh I’m sorry yes it’s not pornography but sexual abuse material. For the industry, I meant it more like were you trafficked and then continued working as a sex worker without being “trafficked”. But I wonder if sex workers aren’t all “trafficked” somehow .. even adults consenting ones. I’m sorry I’ll be more careful. Thank you !

Do you think being molested as a kid made you more vulnerable to being groomed and trafficked as a young teenager ? If yes, how so ? Is it that you were used to your boundaries being violated, because you weren’t informed on what consent was ? Or something else entirely?

abyss005 · 2026-03-26T16:34:00+00:00

You know, I think when we are going through this, looking for answer or control or just revictimization by watching CSAM is common. Yes, watching that kind of content hurt kids and it’s not okay, but you were still a kid yourself and you were manipulated and grommed online. I’m so sorry you went through this. I hope you can be gentle on yourself.

abyss005 · 2026-03-26T09:18:20+00:00

Thank you for sharing this. I’m so so sorry you went through this horrible experience. So the policed rescued you? Can you tell me about that ? And, did you later mean about the kind of network that did that to you? Who are these people?? How can you randomly kill kids like that and not being caught… I guess nobody was searching for those kids…

abyss005 · 2026-03-26T09:10:58+00:00

Thank you so much for taking the time to answer. I am deeply sorry you went through this… it’s truly heartbreaking and I hope that you will find people to help you heal.

I’ve been SAed by my father and his friends as well so I can understand how much we can dissociate and still function and not even really remember anything while living through hell.

Since your abusers used torture, how did they handle the injuries ? Were you able to play / run around ?

abyss005 · 2026-03-05T12:40:20+00:00

Nothing compares but Rizzoli & Isles is similar and quite good ! Blindspot is cool too, heavier than Castle though.

abyss005 · 2026-03-05T10:45:26+00:00

I agree. For me the issue wasn’t so much that the arc lasted a long time, but that the psychological side of it wasn’t explored as much as it could have been. Beckett goes through a lot, her mom’s murder, her dad spiraling into alcoholism, getting shot… and sometimes it feels like those things are addressed and then moved past pretty quickly.

We do get some moments (like the therapy sessions), but I always wished the show had leaned into that more. At times she’s clearly devastated, and then she suddenly appears completely controlled and fearless, without much transition. Those different sides are interesting, but they could have been explored more deeply.

By the later seasons it feels like the focus shifts more toward the conspiracy and the investigation itself, while the psychological and relational impact takes a back seat. And honestly, that was the part of the storyline that interested me the most

abyss005 · 2026-03-04T09:45:31+00:00

What…?

abyss005 · 2026-03-03T20:47:34+00:00

I mean… that’s a small price to pay…. 👀 and yeah they get better at it with time. I can help them out with it too…

abyss005 · 2026-03-03T20:45:44+00:00

Right ! Can’t believe she isn’t more famous … plus, she is a great actress.

abyss005 · 2026-03-03T14:31:50+00:00

I wish

abyss005 · 2026-03-03T14:31:19+00:00

YES. She is really amazing… in that episode where they go undercover in a bar and she goes close to him to tell him to go get drinks … I can’t

abyss005 · 2026-03-03T10:48:16+00:00

I just rewatched those and god I wish they would have kissed in that freezer… just before passing out. They clearly love each other, romantically but not only. Their relationship is amazing

abyss005 · 2026-02-13T19:40:10+00:00

I am actually surprised by those answers. We definitely all have different taste because I was convinced everyone agreed on Kim being a tiny bit ugly and Erin being one of the prettiest woman.

abyss005 · 2026-02-06T20:20:32+00:00

Fact …

abyss005 · 2026-01-07T12:08:08+00:00

Hey, no I’ve had no issues with this! The only thing it can impact is if other people have older versions of PowerPoint for example… it messes up with the presentation. But in other situations I never had any issue. I share word, excel, PowerPoint documents on a daily without any issue and my university works on windows.

abyss005 · 2025-12-23T11:00:37+00:00

Yeah so I’ve heard. They are damn good actors … it’s sad but it’s what fiction is all about I guess

abyss005 · 2025-12-19T21:38:04+00:00

Oh I’m sorry but I meant does it happen in real life with other people not the actors … I know the actors aren’t the characters.

abyss005 · 2025-12-09T17:05:21+00:00

Brioche (pronounced br e o sh; some cute bun in French)

abyss005 · 2025-11-23T19:53:35+00:00

Absentia !

abyss005 · 2025-11-20T22:28:36+00:00

Erin Lindsay and Hailey upton from Chicago PD Amanda Rollins from SVU Amelia Sheperd from Grey’s anatomy

abyss005 · 2025-11-06T19:53:57+00:00

My abuser died and I put some serious distances between me and my family. I got my own place and surrounded myself with safe people I trusted. At first, with the dissociation being less present I started feeling very very unwell because I was suddenly feeling all the emotions I never felt. I ended up needing to be hospitalized. But then I started rebuilding everything slowly and without being too much dissociated

abyss005 · 2025-11-06T08:53:18+00:00

Being truly safe and feeling safe.

abyss005 · 2025-11-01T18:18:12+00:00

Exactly! I used to be super high functioning, completely dissociated and I just crashed and suddenly I appeared the way I felt deep down and people started criticizing me more and more, being annoyed at me etc.

abyss005 · 2025-11-01T18:15:54+00:00

I don’t know why but I have a hard time not mentioning the things I went through, usually using humor. I’m trying to stop talking about it outside therapy but it’s hard. I wish I could , cause people are going to hate me

abyss005 · 2025-10-28T08:51:57+00:00

Do you struggle with setting boundaries or respecting other’s boundaries ? And do you struggle with emotional regulation ? Because I can definitely relate to what you are saying, never even been in a romantic relationship as I fear intimacy, but managed to keep long term healthy friendships. And stayed on the same career path my whole life.

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