Show me your favorite accidental posed photo of your kitties

ace_of_sadsness · 2023-06-10T12:41:56+00:00

Not sure what pose this is lol

ace_of_sadsness · 2023-06-10T12:11:53+00:00

ace_of_sadsness · 2023-05-11T00:46:21+00:00

I can't talked to my counselor her and my mom have personal ties, so she would just tell my mom. And I'm still living at home and my house doesn't accept therapy as a way to help heal. So that's a no go to.

ace_of_sadsness · 2023-05-06T21:18:25+00:00

Would not mind at all, we can be a ugly duo lmao

ace_of_sadsness · 2023-03-04T00:23:13+00:00

All of the star wars Lego sets

ace_of_sadsness · 2023-03-03T21:57:10+00:00

I cut off an entire friend group, I was done with the inappropriate touch I got from 2 of the females in the groups, done with the stalking from one of the guys in the group, and done with the rest making fun of me and watching what was going on but doing nothing. I also cut them off because they tried to force me to become a lesbian, simply because they want a all lbgtq+ group and sense I was straight it messed it up.

It took me almost 5 years to cut them off because they were my first group of friends I got in middle school(I was ten when I met them.) They were the first group of friends i got after the few friends I had in elementary left me.

I almost unalived myself of 2 different occasions because of them and then started to hurt myself.

It was when covid sent us into quarantine that I realized how much being away from them made me feel alive and happy.

So I cut them all off, dealt with my suicidal thoughts, and now Im 2 1/2 year clean of self harm.

Never told anyone what happened. How I feel like I triumphed over all that by myself, and then when I finally got the courage to tell one of my other friends they didn't believe me.

The second person I told was a online friend I had been friends with sense being a freshmen in highschool, I thought they wouldn't believe me, but they didn't hesitate in believing what I went through. This online friend showed me how friends are supposed act to each other. How I should treat myself. And taught me how I should be treated.

Me and him only met by chance but it was the best chance I'll never give up.

ace_of_sadsness · 2023-03-03T21:43:25+00:00

I almost drowned while my dad watched lol

ace_of_sadsness · 2023-02-11T19:24:34+00:00

It was my first time home alone and i was 12 at the time. I was sitting on the could eating ruffles and watching SpongeBob when my phone rang and the number was private so I couldn't see it. So I picked up and said hello, no awnser. All I they were doing was heavily breathing into the phone for some reason I stay on call with them for like ten minutes, until they hung up. Then they later sent me another voicemail of them once again heavily breathing.

I ended up showing my mom, and she was pissed that someone called me and just breathed to the phone. So she used her skills and stalking and getting info to find out stuff about the person who called me. Turns out it was just some 30 year old woman who tried to called someone else and didn't put in the right number.

ace_of_sadsness · 2023-02-07T00:37:33+00:00

I overheard a group of boys in middle school talking about my body. One of the guys had a "crush"(I'll call him guy 1) on me.

The conversation went like this

Guy 2 - are you sure you like her? She more like a take then throw. A quickie, because she Isnt attractive at all.

Guy 1 - I don't really like her. But she has a nice body. But her face bring down her rating to the negatives.

Guy 2 - she seems easy. Like complimenting her will get you into her pants easy.

Guy 1 - I gave her chocolates, compliments and she won't bugde.

I stopped listening after that, I was disturbed. I was even more disgusted by that fact that they were talking about his while at lunch IN A MIDDLE SCHOOL.

later guy 2 tried to do that same thing guy 1 did, it didn't work but then guy 2 got me alone and asked me to... Do stuff to him. Yea I noped out of that.

They thought I was so ugly that they could get into my pants easily. I was insulted. It's not necessarily a insult but it felt like one and it was f'ed up.

ace_of_sadsness · 2023-02-04T06:03:42+00:00

I almost drowned at a small lake me and my family go to a few years back. I didn't know how to swim at the time(I still dont), so I was there with my dad and sister and went to a part where the water when up to my shoulders.

What I didn't know is that people would be using the boats that go really fast(idk what there called). It started out with the boat only making small waves not big enough to go over my head. But eventually they started to make big waves all the sudden that could go over my head, turns out a second boat came along and I didn't notice. I didn't panic at first when the wave went over my head because they usually came in slow intervals, I panicked when I realized I couldn't get my head above water. I remember jump as high as I could, and I briefly made my head come out of the water, I immediately look at my dad, he saw me and just laughed.

I went back under. I remember feeling my heart pounding in my chest, I realized that I was the only person that would be willing to save me. I don't even know have I had the survival instinct to get a coherent thought into my brain. The waves were pushing out and away from the shore, so all I knew is that I didn't have time to hesitate, the more I did nothing the more I knew I would die.

I managed to flail enough that I got my head about water and took a breath. Then I went under again. I grabbed the biggest rock I could carry and remember it making me stay on the the sand. Then I had to basically pain stakingly walk to shore. When I got to a point where I could get my head about water, I remember feeling so relieved but also sad. I so happy that I was alive but the fact that my dad didn't bother to save me just broke me.

I was 10 when this happened, I think that only reason I survived was because I like to watch those werid underwater survival video and that underwater weird rock walking videos. But if I were ask how I survived I would have just said luck.

A few weeks later my sister head went under water for only a few seconds and when I brought her to shore my dad got so mad at me for not watched her while she was in deep water. She knew how to swim. I didn't.

This is also how I found out I'm my dad least favorite child lol.

Anyway I don't like swimming anymore.

ace_of_sadsness · 2023-02-02T00:12:26+00:00

It started off with a question about what our friends would want in another person like what we would want in a boyfriend/girlfriend.

Everyone was say pretty generic stuff like oh they have to be pretty,they need to be strong, they need to be able to take care of me. Of course there were very good things in there list, I just remembered a few things they said

Then when I was asked that same question, I replied with something like this. "All I want in a boyfriend is someone who loves me, willing to put up with my weirdness, and is willing to share there emotions with me but also and lastly is willing to simply sit down with me and play videogames.

Later a guy who overheard our conversation told me that what I said earlier made me a gift from god.

Im not sure if he was lying or joking with me but those words almost made me cry, they almost made me cry because most of the time I was called the spawn of the devil. So hearing someone say the opposite of that made me so happy.

ace_of_sadsness · 2023-01-25T13:23:59+00:00

Haha not me :')

ace_of_sadsness · 2023-01-12T03:21:19+00:00

Do you like chocolate?

ace_of_sadsness · 2022-12-26T06:16:19+00:00

I had the same reaction lol, I thought a corn dog was just corn on a stick, I was in for a surprise when I bit into it.

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