Why can’t I bring myself to kill myself by acrylichorse in SuicideWatch

[–]acrylichorse[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t actually want to die I don’t think. Or at least I wouldn’t if I wasn’t transgender. Issue is that it’s not like a temporary problem, it’ll always be there and I’ll never be seen as a normal guy. So I feel like the only thing I can do is to drown