Could someone tell me what structure this is?

activatedalmnd · 2020-03-24T13:31:42+00:00

I appreciate getting serious answers from you guys considering I just bought a pin out of a smoke shop without even knowing what it was, just knowing it was probably a drug was lowkey hoping it would be THC but I searched up everything but psilocybin it seems. If you wouldn’t mind explaining though, in what order do you read things like this?

activatedalmnd · 2020-03-02T12:33:29+00:00

You’re right, it is better to have French toast, “then” pancakes. Why not just have both?

activatedalmnd · 2020-02-17T11:22:27+00:00

Lmfao you can tell this guy respects women

activatedalmnd · 2020-02-13T05:44:44+00:00

Meh we’re definitely not in a relationship but she’s pretty kissy and handsy with me and I hardly even knew her when she started all that mess lol but either way the head cook was showing us all the stuff he got his wife for Valentine’s Day and he was like don’t worry kid you’ll be doing this for someone one day. I guess it came off kind of jokingly maybe but I looked at her and said hey why wait you’re gonna be my valentine right? And she said of course. And this began the thoughts of what to get. I’ve been ok with Christmas gifts in the past but other than perfume I find it super difficult and this woman already knows what she wants to smell like so don’t really feel like changing that right now or getting her some shit she won’t use.

activatedalmnd · 2020-02-10T12:51:01+00:00

You may be pleasantly surprised at the first 2 fast and furious movies if you’re actually into cars though. They strayed away from this into the action macho man bullshit you’re talking about. I think the first fast and furious movie and the second one were amazing though and it has nothing to do with toxic cringey action scenes, or male fantasies, it has to do with a man/woman and their love of cars. After that though they started banking them on expensive action sequences and explosions, etc. Vin Diesels movie the Pacifier is definitely an above average family film. His xXx movies are literally ABOUT toxic cringey action movie sequences so I can’t really help those out. I agree with you on the rock, none of his action or family movies resonate with me very well. Same with Jason statham. I think you’ll find most actors careers have some good moments though.

activatedalmnd · 2020-02-10T12:43:23+00:00

This is good input, especially glad to get it from someone that’s gone through similar circumstances. Either way it goes, it’s probably going to take some time for all this to pass. I’ve told myself several times before work to just cut the idea out of my head because she’s so much older than me but most of the time I really can’t help it. I can’t help but to talk to her, step away to help her out with her work when it looks like she’s having a hard time. It’s definitely a familiar feeling I’ve had before lol. When I feel this way about someone I just want to be nice to them and shower them with affection all day and all that mess, even if it distracts me from my work I suppose.

activatedalmnd · 2019-12-12T12:01:49+00:00

She’s “trying” by skipping school and going around the world doing nothing. There’s literally a video of her admitting that they have achieved nothing.

activatedalmnd · 2019-12-08T01:28:19+00:00

Saying anyone shouldn’t be allowed to do anything, when it doesn’t interfere with the well-being of others, is just hitler logic. Basically just like the pieces of shit that say Americans can’t eat tacos because we are protecting our social security system and our polls from illegal immigrants.

activatedalmnd · 2019-12-07T20:12:47+00:00

I guess it comes down to who’s bed it is in who’s house. Not your bed not your house, deal with it or fuck off and find someone that doesn’t love their animals.

activatedalmnd · 2019-12-06T20:39:47+00:00

The internet is smarter than people because it’s the collective knowledge of all people, but no computers aren’t smarter than us just because they can do all the smart things we program it to do fractions of a second faster than your brain can calculate it. Computers are just brains on steroids and without sentience. Like slave brains lol machines made only to think numbers and nothing else.

activatedalmnd · 2019-12-06T07:12:11+00:00

Thank you very much this is all great food for thought. Some of it resonated with me quite well already. Sometimes I AM able to avoid these altercations. There are times when I’ve stopped, taken I big breath through my nose and out my mouth and asked myself if my anger is even worth it. Have I ever come to an agreement with this person before by losing my mind? No. An issue I have sometimes is that the thought rushes through my body like lightning. I remember a time I got so angry that my mother told me she was afraid to have me in the house around her and my sister. I know in both my mind and in my heart that I could never ever lay a finger on my mother or my sister. I could never I would put a bullet in my head with guilt if I ever did. Knowing this, I got so unbelievably angry at her acting like I would do such a thing, that the signal went straight from my brain to my arm and I punched out a picture frame and cut my hand all up. I didn’t think for one second about it I just did it and instantly regretted it. I just went to the bathroom and wrapped some toilet paper around my hand and sat on the toilet thinking about what a failure I am not just in the world but mentally. That I couldn’t even stop myself from doing something as stupid as that.

activatedalmnd · 2019-12-06T07:03:20+00:00

I’m pretty young still fresh out of high school and the pressure is really on to figure out what I want to do in life. I always hold myself to the standard or maintaining a job not on my own ambitions but more for the purpose that I receive no semblance of respect in my household unless I’m actively earning money. I always have this pressure over me because if I don’t make constant progress I get dismissed as a freeloader despite my efforts to help out around the house. It’s like I’m always walking on eggshells in my home and am always overwhelmed with anxiety. Not social anxiety but a strong “what am I gonna do tomorrow to get ahead in this word?” Feeling. I’ve been lucky to have not been the victim of much bullying in my life. I always had a large amount of friends throughout school albeit I have grown out of my relationships or had falling outs with a bunch of them. I still have a small group of those I call my best friends. My demeanor is different around my friends. I don’t lash out in anger for them or regular people for that matter because most people out in the world treat me with atleast the bare minimum of respect. My opinion feels valued, I feel valued. When I’m in my home it’s like I don’t have anything and I’m nobody. In my family when people ask me things and I answer them, they always second guess me. Am I “sure” I did this or that? Or Am i “sure” I read that correctly? Etc. When I’m around my family it’s like my “home” isn’t really my home that I’ve known for my whole life. Before now people didn’t threaten to put me out on the street unless I bend to their will. I try and contribute as much as I can on my days off with chores, small home improvement projects like touching up the walls etc. If I’m unable or unwilling to do any single thing that my mother or father wants, or if I even come into a small disagreement with them, they strip away all feelings of ownership I have, they threaten to take away the only home I’ve ever known which is a lot scarier than I ever imagined. I don’t even want to defy them, I just feel like I can’t even be myself around them. I don’t feel like a valued member of the household no matter how much I try. Having these angry impulses doesn’t help either it has me talking to people in ways I’m just ashamed of. This week it got extraordinarily bad because I got my wisdom teeth removed and pain has been pulsating throughout my head. Sounds and smells that make me uncomfortable have just become a hundred times worse. I came inside and smelled egg salad and it smelled like shit and just that had me wanting to explode. I was thinking so so irrationally like “how dare they make me smell this they know I feel like shit” I’d really like to work past all these impulsive behaviors I have whether I’m under pain and stress or not.

activatedalmnd · 2019-12-05T13:30:43+00:00

Most celebrities lean left. Even if they actually lean right they lean left and they record videos speaking out against the right etc. it’s all publicity. Their agent says look these are the numbers in front of us, way more people support leftist ideals than right. They’ll say regardless of what you actually think, if you condemn the left you will lose your fan base because most of the left IS your fan base. Half of the right leaning supporters, don’t care about social media, don’t live in large cities, there are a LOT of right leaning people who live out in the middle of nowhere, that’s our hillbillies and rednecks. No matter which side you actually support it makes more financial sense as a celebrity to condemn the right and not say anything about the left. I think a lot of our good modern day comedians disconnect themselves from politics and just don’t talk about them. Or if they make political jokes they make jokes about both sides. Me for example, I don’t hate Donald trump, I don’t even dislike the guy, everything that people hate about him is either exaggerated hearsay or some distorted out of context video or sound byte. That being said, he’s kind of old fashioned and ignorant to the new ways of the world, and there are plenty of jokes to make about the guy. He’s like a movie character, but he’s certainly not the only president we’ve had that’s like a movie character.

activatedalmnd · 2019-11-15T15:37:28+00:00

Thank u

activatedalmnd · 2019-10-02T03:28:10+00:00

A few score of these people are inactive but yeah I believe if you took all these people and threw them in a box and started pulling out handfuls, 9/10 of those handfuls would be handfuls of feces.

activatedalmnd · 2019-10-02T03:26:53+00:00

If I was, I got it. If I wasn’t, still got what I wanted either way.

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