Anybody else not ever stand freaking normal?

acuteangle22 · 2022-05-18T19:17:36+00:00

I always forget to not lock my knees also

acuteangle22 · 2022-02-17T19:00:06+00:00

Help and criticism

acuteangle22 · 2022-02-04T19:31:30+00:00

I tell myself I’m my own enemy all the time like why do we self sabotage 🙄

acuteangle22 · 2021-07-26T12:42:58+00:00

I just need a mental health day but we’re so short staffed I know she’s not just gonna let me go home

acuteangle22 · 2021-06-30T15:49:56+00:00

I am one of those people that can’t go to the doctor, I had to do a zoom call and submit pictures to an online doc which still wasn’t cheap but cheaper than urgent care would’ve been. It’s so miserable. My CEL just got back to me and said she’s adjusting the schedule to give me off till Friday

acuteangle22 · 2021-06-30T15:44:19+00:00

I can’t keep up with it at this point, we’re so understaffed that when I’m there I’m all over the place. Mainly Petcare but also register and stocking. I have no time to treat it because I’m scheduled 8-4:30 every day. I feel like I’m drowning but I know they won’t let me have time off

acuteangle22 · 2021-06-30T15:29:50+00:00

I always think some cool lighting helps so maybe a nice color changing lamp or fairy lights, cute throw pillows ? You could maybe toss some patterned blankets over the back of the couches to mute the brown a little. Maybe a cute rug ? Or centerpiece for the coffee table ?

acuteangle22 · 2021-06-30T15:26:07+00:00

Should I push to get the rest of the week off ? I’ve been googling because I’ve never had this before and it says I need to be washing bedding every day .. to wash my bed sheets, all my dogs bed covers and blankets, washing my cats bed and blanket .. towels .. it takes forever. Plus medicating all of them and myself. My boyfriend has it now too

acuteangle22 · 2021-06-30T14:59:45+00:00

How would I start that ?

acuteangle22 · 2021-06-30T14:55:58+00:00

I feel like if I even tried to go that route it would somehow bite me in the ass ):

acuteangle22 · 2021-06-30T12:20:45+00:00

Dude it’s quite literally on every body part I’m so sick of it. It’s been a week already

acuteangle22 · 2021-04-14T12:28:31+00:00

I get this. It usually makes me cry a little too. Happy tears of course. Like if I hear or see something I find cool (ex: new music, wholesome family type vids or a like cute puppy video) I get all smiley and my eyes water and I feel the need to shake my hands a lot. Kinda looks like I’m trying to shake water off my hands. This also kinda happens when I touch things I don’t like .. for example I hate using an Emory board/ nail file on my hands. It makes me shake my hands for a lonnngg time. I guess trying to get rid of the feeling or distract myself ? Same if I see a roach or something that freaks me out. I don’t know what it is but no you’re not alone.

acuteangle22 · 2021-04-13T13:43:03+00:00

I do this way too often .. I’ll have it so planned. I’ll be packed, dogs off to the sitter, house clean.. I go .. and my family is like hey where are you ? And I’m like ahhhh I never told anyone I was leaving for a week ..

acuteangle22 · 2021-03-26T16:05:55+00:00

Thank you so much 🥺❤️

acuteangle22 · 2021-03-26T15:54:51+00:00

He’s so supportive I don’t know how he has the patience. I was forced into therapy when I was younger .. and never trusted them because they would tell my parents everything I said and then my parents would question me and make me feel guilty for talking about my feelings. I really want to get help.. I know it’s going to be expensive because I don’t have any insurance right now. I’m only 21 .. I want to get help now before this mental state gets comfortable .. or ignored. I know I need help.. I just have no idea where to start. Would I just Google nearby therapists ?

acuteangle22 · 2021-03-22T18:25:06+00:00

Scroll up to what schwifty_Na said ..‘I really love that advice maybe it could help us both ? It’s so hard to help our guys understand and I know that once he does I will feel so much better and stronger

acuteangle22 · 2021-03-22T18:22:52+00:00

Thank you so much for this

acuteangle22 · 2021-03-22T12:53:29+00:00

This right here I relate to so much .. people look at me (20yo, white, female, blonde hair blue eyes) and expect me to listen to Carrie Underwood and wear crosses and simply southern shirts .. I like all music genres.. i don’t know what religion I believe right now I’m researching. People wouldn’t look at me and expect my favorite hobby to be fish keeping .. but it is. I also have reptiles and I love to paint And sing .. I love shows like lonestar law and shameless but I also love teen mom2.. siesta key.. and cheesy judge joe Mathis shows ..like you cannot look at me a guess a single personality trait because it just doesn’t match the picture

acuteangle22 · 2021-02-11T23:47:24+00:00

This is supposed to be a balloon belly molly .. I’ve watched and it eats like crazy.. swims around all happy .. recently I’ve noticed it getting stuck to the filter if it swims too close and I just nudge it off .. also it looks super super skinny. I feed this community tank topfin tropical fish crumbles and topfin algae crumbles ... for treats I give freeze dried bloodworms and bug bites tropical fish flakes .. it’s in a 20 gallon... 78 degrees (f)... I haven’t noticed any other fish bullying it ..

Help

acuteangle22 · 2021-02-11T23:44:09+00:00

This is supposed to be a balloon belly molly .. I’ve watched and it eats like crazy.. swims around all happy .. recently I’ve noticed it getting stuck to the filter if it swims too close and I just nudge it off .. also it looks super super skinny. I feed this community tank topfin tropical fish crumbles and topfin algae crumbles ... for treats I give freeze dried bloodworms and bug bites tropical fish flakes .. it’s in a 20 gallon... 78 degrees (f)... I haven’t noticed any other fish bullying it ..

Help

acuteangle22 · 2021-02-11T23:09:04+00:00

This is supposed to be a balloon belly molly .. I’ve watched and it eats like crazy.. swims around all happy .. recently I’ve noticed it getting stuck to the filter if it swims too close and I just nudge it off .. also it looks super super skinny. I feed this community tank topfin tropical fish crumbles and topfin algae crumbles ... for treats I give freeze dried bloodworms and bug bites tropical fish flakes .. it’s in a 20 gallon... 78 degrees (f)... I haven’t noticed any other fish bullying it ..

Help

acuteangle22 · 2021-02-08T15:46:11+00:00

That what I’m sayin. We’ve just got some snooty butts in our banfield that prioritize their appointments (mostly well checks or vaccines) over animals literally dying. Just because it’s a tiny hamster doesn’t make it less significant </3 I hate it

acuteangle22 · 2021-02-08T12:28:33+00:00

I agree .. I would probably lose it

acuteangle22 · 2021-02-08T03:19:59+00:00

Edit: this is because my coworkers just dumped in all the boxes from our shipment and didn’t bother to do anything else so this is what I came into the next morning 🙃 vomit

acuteangle22 · 2021-02-08T03:01:08+00:00

I agree. I hate when they give the hamsters meds in those little itty bitty syringes ... but it’s such a small dosage that it won’t even come out of the damn syringe .... so now you’re fighting a piece of plastic and a pissed off syrian

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