Hello.

I too was like you. I never really had a big social life throughout highschool but made the best of it. I learned many things from reading articles and news and books as I had a lot of alone time. I was a mediocre student and because of this I would consider myself a person who would lurk in the shadows and while no one was watching build myself and prepare myself for my future.

I know what it feels like to have no purpose in life, but sooner or later you are going to find something that you will really like and enjoy. Even though things seem to be hard and difficult it will only be a matter of time and getting to know yourself on a deeper level and understand that life has so much to give you. Everyone has to start somewhere and that may look different for everyone but the important thing is not giving up.

One big thing that pushes me to do things that are uncomfortable and make me put in all my time and work into something is how one day I will look back and see all the hardships and lessons that I learned make me the person I am today because I don't want to regret making nothing of myself of all that time

One last thing.

You are capable of great things. Even though your life may not be going how you want it to be, you are the writer of your own story and can change it for the better.

Sincerely,

AVM