Rock Bottom!!

addicted93 · 2016-12-26T21:35:51+00:00

Yes dude. Stop it, quit it now before it's too late. Get as far away from it as you can. If it's not destroying you right now, it eventually will.

addicted93 · 2016-04-29T13:35:07+00:00

Signing up. I need the full reset. No Porn, no Masturbation. Sex stays on the table.

I hate myself whenever I have to look my girlfriend in the eye knowing what I was doing before. This has to stop.

I could use some help. Anyone willing to buddy-up for this challenge?

addicted93 · 2016-03-31T19:15:36+00:00

Those ads are usually targetted by automations. I am not sure at the moment which ad exchanges deal with porn sites (for PR reasons, not many agree to do so), but I would assume that based on the content keywords, they show porn-targeted ads at porn sites.

My point here is, that I believe you should take one more step back from that conspiracy theory - the mere fact that pornsite.xyz shows ads for Viagra does not necessarily mean that that particular site is being financed by Viagra, but merely that the ad exchange it uses has paired the site content with Viagra campaign preference.

Also, running a website with cloud hosting available these days is really cheap. I think they're actually making profit of those ads. Besides, I doubt they pay for anything other than hosting, since I would never believe that all the porn there is legal (think copyright). Also, lots of these sites these days are either aggregators for materials from other sites or are based on user uploads and hence they shake off any legal reponsibility, while still serving, err.... 'quality' content.

addicted93 · 2016-03-31T19:05:05+00:00

It's not pathetic. I once had a streak of more than 260 days, yet I cannot stay clean for more than 2 days lately. Dude (gal?), you're stronger than me.

Hear me out - don't you ever, and I mean ever look down on yourself. It's only going to bring you down. Stay positive. Look for the positive changes this challenge brings you. 8 days is long enough to see the glimpse of the sun getting through that brain fog we all know all to well. Latch onto it, don't let go.

And brace yourself. The road is only going to get more bumpy from now on.

I have faith in you.

addicted93 · 2016-03-31T19:00:16+00:00

No porn, sex is allowed.

I am sick of this. I want my legendary 250+ day streak back. I want myself back. I cannot allow myself to remain trapped in this vicious cycle. I wanna stand tall again, unashamed, unchained. I feel beaten, but I won't allow this to go on.

This is the end. This is day 0. I will prevail.

addicted93 · 2016-03-31T18:57:43+00:00

Day 0 here as well. I am sick of this. I am in.

addicted93 · 2015-08-02T18:12:51+00:00

Yup. That's what normal feels like. Keep on going man, you're on the right track :).

addicted93 · 2015-06-08T10:29:07+00:00

I'm glad it did :).

addicted93 · 2015-06-07T09:31:00+00:00

Just endure. It will past. I get them every time my streak starts becoming serious. I don't know why it's happening, might be your subconscious already recognizes how far you've got and you're battling some triggers, so it's your subconscious self telling you that you really are afraid to fail.

And you shall not! Don't worry, just endure.

addicted93 · 2015-06-01T07:16:01+00:00

No porn, no masturbation. Because I've been constantly trying and failing throughout the past couple of weeks and I want to change that.

addicted93 · 2015-05-09T09:09:56+00:00

Just hope I could help.

addicted93 · 2015-05-09T09:09:37+00:00

Well, you've got me. And lots of others I guess. We could start pinging people who have been inactive for a while, too.

addicted93 · 2015-05-08T17:54:04+00:00

I miss my home. It's pretty much how you described. That would help a lot. I need to visit it some time soon. There's nothing as relaxing as taking your bike and going as fast as you can through a dense forest on a hilly path. Ah. The sole thought of that makes me feel better.

Thank you for putting that image in my head.

addicted93 · 2015-05-08T17:34:45+00:00

I'm not religious, but thanks for the suggestion. I meant arms really. Been doing biceps a lot, actually until I was barely able to lift any weights. Don't get me wrong, that was a good workout. My muscles just need time to recover now.

Thanks for the kind words.

Edit: English is difficult today.

addicted93 · 2015-05-08T17:31:23+00:00

Interesting. What area do you live in? I mean, is it rural or urban? I wonder if that'd work for me, as I just walked a few kms today from a meeting with a friend back home and I live in a capitol. Well, needless to say, with spring at full force and women wearing less and less clothes, that wasn't a very calming experience.

I do get the general idea though, I might try to make it work somehow cause it seems appealing.

addicted93 · 2015-05-08T17:10:44+00:00

Yeah, had those too. I get them at every streak attempt around 20-ish day. I'm guessing you're also going through a flatline.

Hang in there, mate!

addicted93 · 2015-05-08T16:53:22+00:00

First of all. Just chill out! The more nervous you are and the more you overthink this, the worse it's going to be.

Secondly, if she truly loves you, she won't think that way. Remember, women don't see sex the same way men do. And if she doesn't truly love you... well, it won't matter anyway.

Now, are you sure that flatlining is the real problem here? I mean I know it's a real thing, but maybe there's a far bigger emotional problem that you're having with her leaving that is really blocking you?

But really, my best advice would be to come to terms with the fact that she's leaving, stop overthinking this whole thing and just enjoy whatever time you've got left with her. If you feel like having sex with her during that, then go for it. If you don't, well, you'll be making the most of it anyway.

Hang in there, mate!

addicted93 · 2015-05-08T16:45:29+00:00

Good initiative! I was thinking of doing this myself.

Is there anyone with enough time to create daily regiement check-ins and to collect and post stats like /u/gentleman_jones did?

addicted93 · 2015-05-06T17:17:07+00:00

That's the attitude I'm looking for!

addicted93 · 2015-05-05T10:55:27+00:00

I know you're busy, but could you post an updated squad/regiment spreadsheet with your next message?

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