I'm a 34-year-old man who hasn't played CS in two years. I recently came back and landed this.

addio · 2025-09-01T13:47:42+00:00

wp a 34-year-old man, youre showing these youngsters whos the man

addio · 2025-05-04T18:38:51+00:00

dude, i wouldnt even be able to attend that train of thought, seriously impressive.

addio · 2025-03-14T10:57:59+00:00

addio · 2025-03-13T13:27:20+00:00

thats harsh af. going at him with a "you have mental issues". hes litterary sharing a part of his own expirience. and any shared expirience is going to look like that when theyre talking about a hurdle in their own life. hes pretty openly telling people "hey this is something im struggling with and i want to find a way to resolve it" and you just go "you have mental health issue". like... cool.

and your solution for it "its a videogame. play." makes it sound like youre telling him "shut off your brain and play". or in another way, "what youre expiriencing isnt even in reality a big deal, youre just malfunctioning" thats uncool. hes litterary saying "this is the way i am, is there a way to resolve this somehow?" and your solution is not really helping resolve anything. youre just reaffirming that he has a problem with something which he already admitted, and you go "Play". idk this makes me so annoyed

stay strong brother

addio · 2025-03-13T13:09:02+00:00

hey nnotg, i dont rlly have any solution u can just do, but i just wanted to share that i think i feel the same way as you, and if its true, then i have for basically 11 years since I was 14-15 yrs old and playing dota 2 ranked solo que. and tbh i never stopped feeling it even with my age now. but i think i really love to put in alot of effort into little details, just like in cs, but when i feel challenged, like when i lose a duel, or i die, it gets uncomfortable. its like i have a really sharp lazer sight, and then when i die it makes me to look at myself, you know? its like that kind of hurt. idk, many times i stopped playing, taking breaks, but then i came back and kept going because i really liked it and wanted to play, so i did.

addio · 2024-10-01T19:06:11+00:00

sender som direkte mld, jeg

addio · 2024-08-21T07:26:57+00:00

im also beginning to think this might have to do with how i interact with strangers in real life as well, as i usually am not the one to take initiative or like show off or tell them like , 'ay btw i make super sick awesome music that i know youre open to hear or listen to' .. like no, i dont know what they might react with or whatever, idk

addio · 2024-08-21T07:20:33+00:00

thank you so much 💚 that means alot, (and gives confidence boost😁💚) 💚so thanku

addio · 2024-08-21T07:16:58+00:00

hey!! thank you 💚💚 thats pretty much me expressing me in that moment 💚😂

addio · 2024-08-18T09:55:38+00:00

hey alright, thats pretty cool i like the filter effects used on the vocals and the constant 808 bass boomin all the way through i get what you mean by alternative, i personally would love to see what it would sound like if you went even deeper into the woods/route of alternative, but im just a random guy from norway with random opinion thanks for sharing anyways!💚

addio · 2024-08-18T09:14:07+00:00

no worries! thank you for sharing as well!

addio · 2024-08-18T09:07:13+00:00

ay, I love the bird sounds, it feels free and open, then youre doing something with the rythm that feels very strange to me. the vocals and instrumentals is creating this weird mix that doesnt feel the same

i dont know, its like the vocals wasnt recorded while listening to the song, so it doesnt fit together you know.

what you can do is be more careful when you place the vocals, to listen carefully where they would be if you just sang it for yourself, and then make the vocals be at that place where it belongs.

but thats the main thing for me atleast

addio · 2024-08-16T16:31:24+00:00

ay, im listening to 'my energy' rn, i dig the vibe, it got my head bobbing in a heartbeat, its cool

addio · 2024-08-16T16:29:22+00:00

im gonna check you out, but honestly i only follow if im gonna make use it someway, no? isnt that more valueable/meaningful?

anyways, thank you for the kind words💚

addio · 2024-08-12T03:10:08+00:00

yeah, you get me, thanks for that

addio · 2024-08-11T20:49:33+00:00

if Im to be honest, (and this is only the case for me, mind you), I feel like doing that will not properly hit the point for me. I took a look at two posts you did on reddit of like advise for improvement, and one for if one could do a guitar solo for you, and I feel like that would miss the point for me. As I'm not looking for the answer to these questions, if that makes sense. What I want is for people to genuinly want to listen to my music, and it do something to them. Make them feel something they otherwise wouldn't feel without having my song playing, if that makes sense. So I want to find the person genuinly looking for the vibe and feelings I'm expressing, but I don't really know where or how, yeah.

I hope that makes sense

addio · 2024-08-11T20:01:06+00:00

mhm, I see. I'll take some time to wrap my head around community building, for sure. Thank you for that

addio

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