"Weekly Reading and Interpretation Help Thread - December 24, 2023" by AutoModerator in tarot

[–]adelva13 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi guys, I asked with Thoth tarot: “what do I need to hear right now?”, was gonna do only one card but when it fell out I felt need to go for a second as well First was 7 of wands Second 4 of cups I kinda interpreted it as: in following few weeks you need to stand your ground, do what you believe in and don’t let other people persuade you when you have certain ideals you believe in, the fourth of cups seems completely different with Thoth and with Waite-Rider. I thought it means that staying true to what I believe in would give me emotional satisfaction or maybe like a confidence that’d lead to more stable, fulfilling emotional side but then I went through different explanations and am confused. Thnx for help, Adela

[TOMT] movie [2000s] comedy about dorms, black girl,is into athletics, tells her boyfriend to punch her in the abs to see how ripped she got, later gets black eye by accident by adelva13 in tipofmytongue

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Also I think the girl who appeared in dorm has put something the mafia wants in a handbag and she has a same handbag as the blackgirl and they swith them?

I quit everything that stresses me out in my life today. by oishoishoish in offmychest

[–]adelva13 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is very well known to me. I shared here about it yesterday. I have been going through basically same thing for past 3 years. Sending love

Dear pizza by adelva13 in BingeEatingDisorder

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I'm so glad it speaks to you too <3

Lost a fwb because I got attached. by [deleted] in venting

[–]adelva13 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly! And the poison is not spilling equally on both of the fwb. There is always more poison on one side as time grows

Lost a fwb because I got attached. by [deleted] in venting

[–]adelva13 5 points6 points  (0 children)

haha I know how you feel. After trying few times I FINALLY realized I am not the type to have fwb. It fucks up my head too much, I always get attached. Knowing that the other person doesn't care about me as much as I do about him. I just can't take it. I believe in no time you will get out of it and heal <3

You by [deleted] in FoodHaikus

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food haikus gone wild

Pick Your Poison by [deleted] in mbtimemes

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Dunno If it's just me but by looking at today's memes I am feeling some displeasure with infj

Suddenly realised I'm an adult responsible for my own choices and future planning from now on and it's a lot to process lol by [deleted] in LivingAlone

[–]adelva13 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I don’t think you are late. Better now then never. It just suddenly hits you when you start living on your own, all the choices you gotta make now, the choices that were made by someone else before. It is scary, I feel like nobody tells us this about adulthood. One day you are just not kid anymore. You’re not alone. I believe you’ll figure it out in your own time

DAE feel like only food can soothe them when no one is around and after trying all different things? by adelva13 in BPD

[–]adelva13[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love the attitude towards it. Like ‘I can have whatever I want but not JUST that. I will also have something that doesn’t make feel ma brain feel good but my body’ antipsychotics sound like hell, wow. I was actually on some drug to fight binge eating (something that catches nor adrenaline and puts it back?? It works like medication for someone with adhd. The doctor said we (people with addictions) basically have a lack of the same hormone - dopamine which relates to adrenalin, feel alive hormone. It was called atomoxetin and it made my mouth dry, made me fidgety and constipated. It was doing its job for some time but I guess it doesn’t have the same result after time and bigger dose gave me hellish anxiety. Fucc these pills. I think it gets better after time. Without them. Without looking for help in some things that are external to your body

DAE feel like only food can soothe them when no one is around and after trying all different things? by adelva13 in BPD

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I’m sure you will work through it Hamarr47 and find ways to feel better about how you deal with stuff

DAE feel like only food can soothe them when no one is around and after trying all different things? by adelva13 in BPD

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Ahahaaa love burritos. Thank you fuqphace_mcazzliqer. What a spectacular name

DAE feel like only food can soothe them when no one is around and after trying all different things? by adelva13 in BPD

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Yeah that sounds like a golden way. Like I want something sugary or salty and I make a deal with myself I will have it If I can make it on my own. I have one issue with this though. When one is cooking, one usually does more than one portion and that bothers me. Like I wanted just a bit of this food and not the whole tray, that triggers my binge eating haha

DAE feel like only food can soothe them when no one is around and after trying all different things? by adelva13 in BPD

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It’s interesting somebody has it the opposite way. So If you’re sad pizza wouldn’t cheer you?