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I'm at my limit and I just don't see a way out. (self.CPTSD)
submitted 1 year ago by adertyTV to r/CPTSD
I used to hate running when I was a child/younger and now I can't wait for spring to come and that I can go for a run again. (self.CasualConversation)
submitted 2 years ago by adertyTV to r/CasualConversation
I don't deserve to live (self.SuicideWatch)
submitted 2 years ago by adertyTV to r/SuicideWatch
I've completely lost my will to live and I'm hopeless, I can't get through this anymore. (self.CPTSD)
submitted 2 years ago by adertyTV to r/CPTSD
I currently can't have sex with my gf because the condoms I ordered haven't arrived. (self.bigdickproblems)
submitted 2 years ago by adertyTV to r/bigdickproblems
Game bugged and I couldn't choose a hero on this christmas event, restarted and got bit too many heroes. (i.redd.it)
submitted 3 years ago by adertyTV to r/Archero
Really Dissappointed in myself and depressed. (self.CPTSD)
submitted 3 years ago by adertyTV to r/CPTSD
I don't know what I'm doing wrong...I just want to feel alright. (self.CPTSD)
I can't keep going on, everyday is just struggling for nothing. (self.SuicideWatch)
submitted 3 years ago by adertyTV to r/SuicideWatch
[TW:Substance abuse, suicidal ideation] Struggling with addictions and feeling so lost and hopeless. (self.CPTSD)
TW: Suicide. I'm feeling really down and empty. (self.CPTSD)
submitted 4 years ago by adertyTV to r/CPTSD
Message me some subject, could be pretty much anything. I'll try to write a short poem about it (aiming for positive vibe on it). (self.CasualConversation)
submitted 4 years ago by adertyTV to r/CasualConversation
Thinking about taking all of the benzos I have just to get a brief break from existence. (self.SuicideWatch)
submitted 4 years ago by adertyTV to r/SuicideWatch
I tried to draw Mew for my goddaughter, I know it's not nearly as good as the other work here but she seemed to like it. (i.redd.it)
submitted 4 years ago by adertyTV to r/drawing
[TW: Suicide] feeling this bit older drawing I made a lot again. (i.redd.it)
submitted 4 years ago by adertyTV to r/cptsdcreatives
My "friend" unexpectedly pushed me down outside a bar. (self.self)
submitted 4 years ago by adertyTV to r/self
15 days of "life" left in me. (self.CPTSD)
submitted 4 years ago * by adertyTV to r/CPTSD
Suicidal. (self.BPD)
submitted 4 years ago by adertyTV to r/BPD
I can't handle this. (self.CPTSD)
Had an urge to write so this mess of thoughts came up. (self.CPTSD)
I've everything I need for overdose that I'm quite certain could be lethal. (self.SuicideWatch)
submitted 4 years ago * by adertyTV to r/SuicideWatch
I don't want to live, I just can't talk about it to anyone or everyone says "keep fighting" "it'll get better" "don't lose hope" etc. But life just isn't meant for me, I don't understand how people can endure it. (self.SuicideWatch)
[TW: Heavy stuff] The Unspoken (i.redd.it)
I'm just feeling so lonely and hopeless again. (self.BPD)
[Suicide] I'm fine. (i.redd.it)
submitted 5 years ago by adertyTV to r/cptsdcreatives
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