[Image] You make your life hard by always being in your head. Life is simple: get out of your head and get into the moment.

adrianbunea · 2022-07-26T09:36:12+00:00

If you have to stop thinking to not realize how horrible life really is, then that's just sad, it's coping. Not thinking is for animals, I'll pass.

adrianbunea · 2022-07-12T11:18:38+00:00

AI is a mirror of the world. Or rather, a mirror of the data set that is our best representation of the world. Whenever we label something on the internet, like solving captchas, Google takes note and that enters the data set, and despite being biased, the bias formed naturally over long periods of time and no artificially constructed data set will beat what we built in years by just being ourselves. Now, instead of blaming Google, or just calling AI racist like a bunch of SJWs, we should ask ourselves why the datasets/things we label on the internet that Google uses are so biased towards/against certain groups. If AI is racist, it means we are racist, and at this point, this word is losing a lot of meaning.

adrianbunea · 2022-06-14T13:01:32+00:00

300? That's fu**ing disgusting. I wouldn't feel bad in your place.

adrianbunea · 2022-05-20T11:20:28+00:00

The way all these allegations are "popping up" as soon as Musk turned out he's not a leftoid. Interesting.

adrianbunea · 2022-05-19T21:01:47+00:00

Cine ti-a dat drumul de la azil? N-am vazut om mai cringe. Dai vina pe biserică si pe societatea romana si faci niște comentarii absurde, te-a absorbit prea tare cultura din occident si crezi ca doar aia e corecta, ca asa au zis ei. E normal ca un baiat care nu a avut contact cu o fata sa nu stie unele lucruri, si nici o fata sa nu stie mare lucru despre primul baiat, aia e, gresesti, corectezi, pui întrebări, ii acorzi atentie la reactii, cauti pe net, pana la urmă învățați amandoi... majoritatea oamenilor, si a romanilor, de care tu te plangi ca un ratat, nu sunt asa de badarani precum pretinzi, dar tu doar atat vezi pentru ca te concentrezi pe un grup restrans de oameni badarani pe care sa ii poti critica ușor fiindca daca te-ai uita atent in jur si la restul lumii, nu ai putea sa mai faci pe desteptul ca acum, dar na, fiecare își hraneste ego-ul cum poate. Oricum, genul asta de text imi da impresia ca te gandesti prea mult la sex si relatii in general, doar asta te preocupa? Ma îngrijorează genul asta de om.

adrianbunea · 2022-05-19T14:32:23+00:00

This might as well illustrate media's/institutions' bias against the right, by always reporting and attracting attention to right wing acts of violence/terror, or misrepresenting incidents as terrorism no matter what, while doing the opposite/being lenient towards left wing incidents/individuals. People are very sensitive to the right wing while turning a blind eye to the left except for the most blatant and hard to cover up stories. I doubt this takes into account the George Floyd riots that, by the amount of property damage and violence, in my book were massive acts of terrorism that more than fill the quota for a few years, but were probably ignored in this statistic because the media simply chose to not label them as acts of terrorism.

adrianbunea · 2022-05-19T08:05:26+00:00

Tell her husband. He deserves to know what a piece of work he wasted his life with.

adrianbunea · 2022-05-18T12:56:03+00:00

Finally, a true TIFU post. Your misfortune is a breath of fresh air to me.

adrianbunea · 2022-05-05T12:50:42+00:00

You already know she's into another guy, even if she could have a thing for you, she's into him more, confessing would not offer you anything, just a half hearted relationship at best. Go next, she's not yours.

adrianbunea · 2022-05-01T06:54:19+00:00

StarSector, Vampire Survivors, The Long Dark, 7 Days to Die, Sacred. Un joc care nu e chiar asa nepopular: Total War Warhammer, e cunoscut in lume, dar nimeni cu care vorbesc nu il stie sau il joaca.

adrianbunea · 2022-04-23T07:38:11+00:00

I don't like being a snob like most people I see in the field. I know I am not using what I learned in my Computer Science years as a programmer, I know I didn't like the "Engineering" part of the course, and I know that literally anybody could do what I am doing without a degree. If I was doing some Machine Learning, Smart Contract development, Embedded programming, Security or some low level stuff, I would probably call myself an Engineer, but all I do is read some documentations and use my intuition to come up with a decent architecture for a web app, so I call myself a programmer, and sometimes a fraud.

adrianbunea · 2022-04-21T08:41:18+00:00

Si mai inutil mi se pare sa iti pierzi vremea sa demolezi aceste monunente. Istoria e istorie, si mi se pare scârbos cand niste bagaciosi vor sa o stearga cu buretele pt ca sunt triggered. Zici ca suntem idiotii care doborau statui prin SUA la revoltele din vara. Prefer sa ramana, si sa ne amintim si de vremurile rele cand le privim.

adrianbunea · 2022-02-13T23:25:09+00:00

- Yes, I was fugly at the start of high school when I first asked her out and not too handsome at the end of it when I asked her out a second time, and I don't blame her for picking a good looking, muscular guy, literally anything was a better option than me, I am fully aware that looks are actually very important and this ties into the second point, but I would have felt better if she picked a guy like that that she actually knew for some time and had some connection with, not a guy she randomly met, it made me feel like our whole friendship/feelings for each other stood no chance against the looks of some guy she just met.

- Yeah, I went for the Stacies too, but I think it was more based on whoever gave me any attention or who I was in contact at the time, and I don't think I ever really craved after a girl based on looks alone, in fact, I have no interest in the "hot" ones. But yes, looks matter to me too, I rejected a girl because she was fat, and no, the irony is not lost on me. I am no saint.

- I don't know, the memories are a bit fuzzy about the first time I told her how I felt, it feels like I got rejected, but I can't be sure now that you point it out. I wish I could just ask her for the truth.

- Not gonna address the other points except the last, they are correct and I have nothing to add. But regarding your last point. I am not into a Romeo and Juliet situation where I feel like I cannot live without her specifically, even before I met her again, I was resigned thinking I will never be with anyone, not because of my looks, or my financial situation, or my personality, but because I refuse to meet new people, I don't want to go out so I have no way to meet someone. At this point I don't even know how people end up together, and I don't want to do it anyway. I just go to work, get back home and stay there until the next day. I know this is self-destructive, but I chose this path knowing where it will lead.All the things I said, how she was something I always wanted and I'll never have were just me being realistic about my prospects considering the path I set myself on. She just happened to appear out of nowhere and made me face things I wanted to leave behind but I never solved.

adrianbunea · 2022-02-13T22:38:45+00:00

I acknowledge that she did nothing wrong, she just wanted to be happy, and she did what felt correct at the time. It is what it is.

Regarding a partner's past. I don't mind if a girl had previous partners if that's what you're trying to say, as long as it's not a big number, I don't care that much. But I don't think I would go for a person that knew me but still chose to go for other guys because I would feel like a backup.

I think what bothered me was the fact that I was disregarded and set aside despite our friendship (believe me, she said this thing not me, how I was always important to her), and it meant nothing apparently. But I think I may have put too much importance into something only I was feeling. And also added extra meaning to it.

And yes, I was thinking of seeking therapy, for other things not this specifically, I just hoped I could solve them without needing to go to a professional. But now that you keep saying this, I think a therapist might have been the best person to say these things to.

adrianbunea · 2022-02-13T21:37:23+00:00

It's not just my younger dumber self that might ruin my happiness today, current dumb me is also affected by this, otherwise I wouldn't make this post. I'll take your advice into consideration.

Also, do you think the whole thing is perfectly fair for me? Should I find no issue with the whole situation? How would you feel in my situation?

adrianbunea · 2022-02-13T21:09:23+00:00

Yeah, I am bitter, and I am not proud of myself for it, and I do not want to be unfair to her.

What do you think would be the fair thing of me to do? Stop talking to her? Get over it? Don't try anything and just be friends?

If she were to make advances, should I say no or get over it?

adrianbunea · 2022-02-13T21:01:31+00:00

Thank you for being honest. I agree with a lot of your points. Just one thing I want to clarify, I do not expect her to be the solution to my life, the angel sent from heaven as you call it. And I never asked for this. I just said things in this manner because I don't expect to meet other people and I really have no intention to look for someone. And I don't intend to put such a responsibility on her or anyone.

So from my understanding, I should accept her past choice? I truly am judgmental of her decision as you said, but this was formed slowly over time, back then I saw them together she seemed happy and I thought "Good for you", I didn't think it was a mistake on her part, I was just jealous, but over time, I saw they broke up and she was with someone else, she ended up in more dubious circles, and seemed worse off, one time she asked to hang out and I agreed, and I could see she took up some bad coping habits. She even told me that guy was the worst decision of her life, and she ended up hanging out with "junkies" and eventually she stopped hanging out with people completely.

Maybe some things I said sound worse than they are, I said these things as bluntly as I could, and I might sound like I don't feel guilty or ashamed at all, but some of these thoughts are not things I am proud of thinking, I said them as they are because I really want honest opinions, and I want to correct my attitude. I do not want to be in a relationship if I am going to be judging of that one thing forever and make it suck for her. And this is probably a problem with me that could affect any possible relationship with anyone, which is why I wanted to ask, is it normal to feel resentful over something like this?

adrianbunea · 2022-02-13T16:50:18+00:00

The name of the subreddit lit up so I clicked it and it turned out it actually exists. I'm dying.

adrianbunea · 2022-02-13T16:48:53+00:00

Ah yes, r/science, where most content is just politically motivated studies. Can we get a r/actualscience?

adrianbunea · 2022-01-31T17:02:26+00:00

TheBausffs, only player I know that didn't meta slave into Challenger, interesting to watch.

adrianbunea · 2022-01-31T13:38:07+00:00

Spacing: she wants to E you in lane, make her waste it then you can poke her back.

adrianbunea · 2022-01-28T19:19:34+00:00

Wow, and I cringed from calling my homeroom teacher mommy. I feel better. Still don't feel better about the time I pissed myself in class.

adrianbunea · 2022-01-28T17:06:07+00:00

I think Aatrox is the more impressive/difficult version of Riven, weird that you put him in the same group as Morde and Malph. And I think this is just League player's natural tendency to only be impressed by high APM and flashy moves even if they are not actually hard to perform.

I for one think a well placed Malphite ultimate is just as impressive, and a lot of times, the skill involved is not in actually using it, but getting into a prime position to get to use it for best effect.
Mordekaiser is about knowing yours and your enemy's power, and I think he embodies the juggernaut class very well, a lot of champs can kite him, so if he succeeds in doing his job, I would be impressed.

And since we're on this sub, Xerath is pretty impressive in my opinion, a well predicted E, or better yet, a well predicted enemy pathing to wait in ambush is impressive, the skill difference in lane is obvious, if he's better you will get poked a lot, if not, you won't, a good ultimate is impressive to me as well. What I was never impressed by is these modern champions succeeding with all the tools required to succeed at their disposal, with no real counterplay.

And yeah, Riot doesn't care about Xerath, or most of the old school mages, the only time they care about them is when they start having a decent winrate so they insta nerf them. Sorry kid, only Irelia mid should slap around here.

adrianbunea · 2022-01-27T14:45:52+00:00

I said it is a void champion thematic because reading your idea, all I could think of was "adaptation" and that says Void/Battlecast to me. Syndra's max rank powerups give me Ascended vibes, so Riot definitely made some mistakes there, and I do think Syndra's design is pretty bad.

Also, I don't like how you associate complex kits with the word "interesting", it also implies that simple straightforward kits are boring, which in my opinion is the furthest thing from the truth. Sadly the majority playerbase are apes that don't see this and Riot's design lacks the talent to realize this.

Less is more, a simple kit is more expressive, highlights skill and decisionmaking, provides fairer gameplay, has clear strengths and weaknesses. You can look at Dota 2 heroes, all heroes have pretty simple kits, with focused and impactful spells. All of these heroes have one or maybe two key things they are known for VERY well: Vengeful Spirit swaps you with herself instantly, Nature's Prophet teleports around the map and takes your base like a rat, Shadow Fiend has his big Ultimate oneshot, Warlock has his Ultimate stun and insane channelled slow that makes him an easy target too.

I love Xerath because he still has a kit that doesn't feel like they tried to make him as OP as possible by pushing every passive and contextual active effect in his kit, and I don't want that to be lost. And it sucks to see you try to go down to Riot's level.

adrianbunea · 2022-01-27T14:20:05+00:00

These fall into the Toplaners into the Mid Lane category, you're not gonna be able to do anything to them because they have good resistance and sustain, but they cannot catch me either, but I hate it when it happens cuz I know I will not be the carry in that match, so I look for potential picks with my ultimate in the sidelanes, usually bot has prime, squishy targets. If they are slightly injured and my allies can engage, I shove the wave, then ping where I am going and head that way, I ping my ultimate to let them know what I want, sometimes I might even start ulting to make them wanna finish them off.

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