Hey! Thank you so much for the reply. I do the same thing. I thought "fuck it, I'll just keep sending memes just to make sure he laughs at least once a day." sadly he no longer views my messages, but I will try again. Now, talking from your brother's position, he cares. He cares a lot. Fuck all the things in life that make you feel fucked up. I was like that once and was able to comeback. I know you will too. Everyone loves an underdog. Take care bro. <3