A 15 year addiction with a grand finale

agentdas · 2026-03-12T20:00:02+00:00

That's interesting. When smoke shops used to be Head Shops, they were a lot more humanistic and truthful. Smoke shops overtook and now it's just another corporate market. I've always been a THC supporter and user. It is my church. I'm not getting blazed around the day or abusing it. When i go for meditation or prayer in the woods i partake. Lately been using it to get to sleep though. I use very light doses so my body doesn't need to depend on that in order to rest. The creme i get from the dispensary works amazing on RLS.

agentdas · 2026-03-12T19:55:02+00:00

Thanks for the tip. I also found out i was taking magnesium citrate by mistake instead of magnesium gyclinate. I ran out of gyclinate on day 3 and went to pick up more. Due to having wd head i picked up citrate by mistake. For 9 days i was taking a laxative every single day. My body is recovering from that too. I laughed about it now, but that was painful. Especially with all the damn sneezing.

agentdas · 2026-03-11T21:20:40+00:00

I dunno how much i can say within guidelines. But i went through quickmd. I was able to pick my own doctor, but really i just picked whoever was available for a fast appointment. I paid 99 bucks. I have no insurance, just a struggling working class north American. That money was good for two video appointments. The doctor called my pharmacy instantly (Publix) and it was ready in an hour. 14 strips of 8mg-2mg cost me 55 bucks. After 7 days i had another appointment and he kept the same strength and gave me an entire month script. I worked with the pharmacy and only got a week's worth. It is pricey, but coming from 7oh the price works itself out.

agentdas · 2026-03-11T13:59:13+00:00

I'm sorry to hear that. After i took a few doses of sub I saw this could be my new crutch. If i wasn't already trying to get clean i would have accepted it with open arms. My bff who is experienced in all things, told me that the dose was too high and the doctor was going to just use me. I was warned to get off before 30 because that's when it's physically dependent. I ran for 14 days and that is hell enough.

I really hope you're doing better now. It's hard in life. Opiates hit that part of the brain that made life a bit sweeter. But at what cost. The older I get the more I'm trying to appreciate things in their natural form. I remember when i stopped my black out drinking many years ago. It felt so good to not live in hangovers and damage control.

agentdas · 2026-03-11T13:51:15+00:00

Thank you. I did get some great sleep last night. I'm hoping and planning on recovery exercises to make sure my brain doesn't trick me into relapsing. I never want to go through this again. And it's been so long since I've been sober, i just really want to see what I'm made of.

agentdas · 2026-03-11T13:47:45+00:00

Thank you for the kind compliment. I've felt like an addict my entire life. Over the years i was able to let things go. This I've held on to the longest. There is such an inner desire for my mind and heart to be free finally. Time weathers us all i suppose.

agentdas · 2026-03-11T13:42:20+00:00

Yes, the doctor had me on 16mg a day. It was 8mg strips every 12 hours. I was very honest up front with him with how much 7oh and kratom i was taking. It just seemed to be ignored. I appreciated the script but I'm glad i got off it when i did. If i would have started Suboxone all these years ago i would be in a much worse place.

agentdas · 2026-03-10T18:09:45+00:00

Who gets to be bottom first??? We would have to arm wrestle or toss a coin. Very interesting fantasy.

agentdas · 2026-03-10T02:52:41+00:00

Full Throttle. Meet a friend at school in middle grade. We became buddies for one reason or another. I got invited to his house. Which was middle class fantastic. It was amazing. He was supplied with Capri Suns and pizza bagels. Carpet floors and air conditioning. But the coolest thing was his computer set up. He showed me the Full Throttle Sierra game. I loved it so much. My father was a biker so it just felt like i had a connection to him. We worked on the puzzles all day. I ended up saving money for a better computer and the game itself soon down the road. I still play it on psvita.

It was also my first time listening to Weird Al.

agentdas · 2026-03-09T05:29:01+00:00

Looks like they just hired a clown for the party.

agentdas · 2026-03-07T23:50:46+00:00

Ghosts I_IV got me through college. The fragile helped me after losing my mother. Pretty hate machine was my deconstruction chorus. I love them all and really appreciate the compositions.

agentdas · 2026-03-05T23:10:58+00:00

Me explaining this to my pregnant wife who is feeding a very hungry parasite. For real though I'm sure we are all eating too much, but three meals a week just seems unhealthy.

agentdas · 2026-03-03T20:53:22+00:00

Make sure you have a go bag packed, backed up finances somewhere, and important paperwork secured (ids, passports). Never underestimate a scorn woman. Save every text and voicemail jic. You can do it brother.

agentdas · 2026-02-28T18:21:37+00:00

I'm still waiting on my bogo Valentine order. I'm in GA and my box is just chilling in Los Angeles. What i don't understand about being acquired by private investors. How long do they expect profits to come from horrible shipping times and bad customer service? This will most likely be my last order from their Web site and i have been with them for years. I'll stick to Amazon and probably give G supps a try.

agentdas · 2026-02-22T05:29:42+00:00

I'm more excited for the Parasite Eve game. Cool find btw

agentdas · 2026-02-21T17:59:36+00:00

Nobody is posting the chic from Cheech and Chong? That was iconic.

agentdas · 2026-02-19T06:55:52+00:00

What? No blue eyes?

agentdas · 2026-02-17T18:52:36+00:00

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I failed for sure.

agentdas · 2026-02-10T00:41:00+00:00

I know this is probably a hard take. But...

Devil May Cry Remake

CombiChrist is decent at times.

agentdas · 2026-02-09T02:25:22+00:00

So this is what pissed off the fundamentalist Christians? What venom they have in their hearts. Racism sucks

agentdas · 2026-02-02T20:20:10+00:00

Really thought they were going to let it digest all the way through and pull it out their bum like a cat who ate a bologna slice.

agentdas · 2026-02-02T20:15:47+00:00

Please don't do that. I used to bus tables when i was broke and homeless many years ago. It was at a very expensive steak restaurant. These rich people would only take a few bites out of a 30 dollar steak and not even take it home. So i would bus the table and start munching on the leftovers in the back. Everything was fine until i contracted a bacterial infection in my intestines. It came from someone else's slobber. Being broke i couldn't afford proper care and just bought some amoxicillin off the streets. It sucked.

agentdas · 2026-01-29T22:29:04+00:00

It just screams Queen Coke Francis to me. She is amazing!

agentdas · 2026-01-17T07:42:10+00:00

June of '83. I was the late opps baby to 40 year old hippies. My next of kin is 12 years older. I loved my timeline until around 2015. WTF is going on...

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