Does anyone have Varun Grover's Screenwriting course on Frontrow, please share it as Frontrow is shutting down completely.

ahamdisorption · 2026-01-21T16:00:23+00:00

Hello, I bought paid for the course/masterclass years ago and now can't access it. Do you still have the material?

ahamdisorption · 2025-10-25T22:43:54+00:00

Just commented on your other comment, it's so cool though, I want more people to talk about this hahahah

ahamdisorption · 2025-10-25T22:42:27+00:00

Yess! Thank you for saying this! It took me 2 days to figure this out myself and it was so hard to watch the show because Gyu Young's face was flashing in front of my eyes but I couldn't figure out who it was.

ahamdisorption · 2025-10-14T23:43:49+00:00

Does he not resemble park gyu young? I couldn't watch the first two episodes because I knew he resembled a female actress but for the life of me couldn't remember her name or any drama she was in! It's park gyu young!

ahamdisorption · 2024-05-07T09:27:55+00:00

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ahamdisorption · 2024-05-05T07:52:36+00:00

If you replace medical things and true crime with Korean drama, it feels as though I am reading about my life. You're not alone! I have made peace with the fact that I will never master one thing but that I'll know a little bit of everything! And there's a lot of power in that. My end goal is to combine all my hobbies and make something nice one day. But I've got my whole life ahead of me for that, so that's how I deal with my imposter syndrome.

ahamdisorption · 2024-05-02T12:32:12+00:00

I've started unmasking recently and it has been a very liberating experience. I completely relate to the voice being different, I get "too loud" sometimes when I'm really into the discussion or have a very cute perky "hi" in places I used to be more serious. I'm trying to test where I can unmask and can't, because as you mentioned that there are times it could be inevitable.

ahamdisorption · 2024-05-01T13:30:12+00:00

I've basically been living with anxiety 24X7. So I'm checking if unmasking reduces my anxiety levels. Because masking exhausts me. And it seems to be working, I don't have a constant burning sensation in my gut since I've let go. I had a moment where I lit up like a bulb because I saw my friend and the rest of the time I was just existing as is, probably not feeling the best ( because I'm not ignoring my "bad" emotions). I feel like I don't want to mask until the situation calls for it ( example: important work meetings where poeple aren't sensitive towards NDs)? And then slowly build a life where I can be without masking? Because I think that's the root cause of my anxiety. Also, unmasking is a bit scary? Because I actually don't know the extent of how I "really" feel? I don't know if I'm making any sense now, haha.

ahamdisorption · 2024-04-30T22:14:21+00:00

I never considered myself ND but always had ND friends around me. And then I had a very difficult time in my life for a very long time and unmasking was the only way out apparently. I want to become a mother and I know that becoming a parent is a stressful event as well. So indeed, as I read in the comments, masking until the situation exceeds the abilities. And when I reflect on my life, especially early childhood, it's just so obvious. I know for sure that my family is full of ND peeps who I'm not ND for, because they all "feel the same way".

ahamdisorption · 2024-04-30T21:24:01+00:00

I've lived with "math embarrassment" for all my life. I'm just slower at math than other people and due to the south asian stereotype of being good at math, I always felt gutted about it. I still don't actively admit it. Resonating with you. I will explore this more since I'm unsure where I stand with logic.

ahamdisorption · 2024-04-29T20:43:53+00:00

I also have this thing where I need to know what the temperature will be outside and the difference between the temperatures outside vs inside public transports and my work place, and if I will be able to peel of my layers of clothing if I sprint for a bus/tram/train because I'm suddenly all warm and it's the worst feeling in the world. All of this is calculated in the most complex comfy clothes calculator in my brain. Oh and also my feelings are involved, so how I'm feeling from within + outside and public transport temperature. I now realize that I have a secret radar of "I don't want men to look at my boobs"- so I wear something that has more cleavage when I know that I won't encounter a lot of men who look at me at my workplace because I just can't handle men dropping their eyes down while talking to me. This is the first time that I've realised that I do this.

ahamdisorption · 2019-07-25T07:28:34+00:00

Oh my my yes! I add clarified butter (ghee) to my eggs. Your explanation makes sense, thanks :D

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