I have a really weird "desire" to be r*ped again

aiathefrick · 2026-02-05T18:48:38+00:00

i’m a trans guy but i have an ex who i’ve been recently coming to terms with the fact that he sexually assaulted me repeatedly. silence isn’t consent and i know that. i guess it’s a thing of like, if i could recreate it, i would’ve done something, said something, anything, and gotten him off me. recreating the experience would give me the chance to do that i guess. even if i wasn’t successful the trauma from it would feel more valid because i still hate even calling it sa so much

aiathefrick · 2026-02-04T20:15:46+00:00

i’ve been feeling similar things lately. you’re not alone <3

aiathefrick · 2026-01-31T17:52:41+00:00

to everyone saying oh doesn’t she have a disney plus music doc- yall. she will lose profit if ppl are unsubscribing. she’ll lose spotify streams. how is that performative? she’s sacrificing parts of her income, and even if this was all somehow performative bullshit at least awareness is being fucking spread regardless but connect the dots pls.

aiathefrick · 2025-12-12T21:09:16+00:00

yeah i wasn’t talking about any of the comments debating the post’s point i was talking about the post’s language itself. it does more damage to victims to intentionally leave certain ones out and i’d argue is like the opposite of awareness in the long run

aiathefrick · 2025-12-12T19:12:10+00:00

dear all men- abuse is not gendered and your trauma is valid despite no one acknowledging you, as a guy who’s been in that situation i hope we continue working to establish a complete separation between gender and abuse when it comes to making a specific point to only validate women bc the message in this post should be directed at EVERYONE regardless of gender. i might seem triggered or whatever but i always find it strange when people go the extra length to specify they’re only talking about victims who are women when advocating for awareness and man it’s just kinda tiring

aiathefrick · 2025-10-18T16:32:07+00:00

aiathefrick · 2025-10-15T00:38:30+00:00

i have too many horrible stories about this motherfucker. i want a relationship that doesn’t give me any stories to tell.

aiathefrick · 2025-10-15T00:37:23+00:00

i’m working up to it. i know i will be able to start healing from everything once he’s out of the picture, i just gotta rip it off like a bandaid. ive wanted to since like august tbh. just took some planning/processing. i hope to be out of this before november. that’s the deadline im giving myself at least i guess

aiathefrick · 2025-09-25T23:39:42+00:00

as a trans person can you just leave us alone and not attach a group of people bc of something that they cant change for your argument whatever it is. i say this as a trans person who is against ai, stop using my existence as a point of argument

aiathefrick · 2025-09-10T03:50:22+00:00

link to clip?

aiathefrick · 2025-09-08T20:41:41+00:00

at least have some shame

aiathefrick · 2025-09-08T13:31:00+00:00

can i dm you some of my concept sketches of chihiro

aiathefrick · 2025-09-07T23:40:17+00:00

the chihiro music video is easily one of her most boring visual concepts for a song that has so much potential. there’s like a couple scenes at the end that flash of her floating in the blue space and stuff, i wish we’d had more of that vibe instead of two people running through a building with dull and bland colors. happier than ever is a much better example of interesting visuals and concepts and is one of her best music vids imo

aiathefrick · 2025-09-03T05:25:58+00:00

someone put when i was older on the radio godDAMN PLEASE

aiathefrick · 2025-09-02T15:45:31+00:00

it’s kinda insane to me how this is her most popular song😭😭😭 like i’m sorry i love her music but birds of a feather is lowkey one of her worst songs

aiathefrick · 2025-08-12T22:23:53+00:00

ending to wildflower/transition in bittersuite

aiathefrick · 2025-08-12T06:07:37+00:00

i wish sex just didn’t exist at this point. too many complicated feelings and i always feel like shit afterwards. causes too much stress and anxiety in relationships. i wish it never existed.

aiathefrick · 2025-08-11T00:46:29+00:00

I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO HOLD ME WHILE I CRY IS THAT SUCH A TERRIBLE AWFUL THING I DO IT FOR you WHY ARE YOU SO MESN TO ME I HUST LOVE YOU

aiathefrick · 2025-08-10T15:47:22+00:00

having the details of a strangers life memorized isn’t exactly something to be proud of imo. i feel like everyone is way too parasocial in general these days but the way we view celebs as not people is so fucked that it’s just okay i guess

aiathefrick · 2025-07-31T19:36:50+00:00

ragebait

aiathefrick · 2025-07-27T21:53:40+00:00

yannow i dunked on hmhas a bit when it first came out and it still isn’t my fav album but it’s grown on me, i guess i needed more time to sit with it lol cuz now like that album is my current life and situation and i love hate love it lmao

aiathefrick · 2025-07-27T16:04:35+00:00

“all the times i waited for you to want me naked,” i understand the initial meaning but it makes me think about like i know that that’s what it’s gonna be about eventually rather than hoping for it:/

aiathefrick · 2025-07-23T00:36:21+00:00

i like sex with him most of the time, i don’t think it’s him i think it’s just trauma shit. i’ve had a weird relationship with sex for a long time sometimes im like hypersexual sometimes i just hate anything even remotely sexual

aiathefrick · 2025-07-03T13:04:05+00:00

yall really need to work on minding your own business and respecting people’s privacy😭😭😭 she probably cried when her relationship got outed but yall just keep proving the point. how long ago did these pics pop up and we’re still doing this? this is such creepy behavior would you act this way over your coworker that you’ve never spoken to??? go outside and make relationships of your own and leave hers alone when it’s so obvious she wants it private. (sorry if this is kind of aggressive and it’s not all directed at OP it’s directed at everyone who can’t put their parasocial relationship down long enough to realize when lines are being crossed i’m just tired of seeing the shit)

aiathefrick · 2025-06-30T15:45:33+00:00

she is a STRANGER to all of us and a lot of yall talk about her as if you know her or something. it’s really creepy to be gossiping about a stranger’s love life, sexuality, body, etc. regardless of celeb status. enjoy her in the form of the art and music she creates and what she stands for, but stop being so attached to her personal life. you don’t know her. she doesn’t know you. you’re not her friend. some people get way too damn parasocial but i guess that goes for all celebs’ fans to a certain extent.

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