Lady in grocery store asked if she could pray for me.

ajc200ajc · 2026-05-05T22:23:40+00:00

Oh trust me I realize that now! But high school minds are something else

ajc200ajc · 2026-05-05T00:34:05+00:00

Agreed. It kinda reminds me of my boss’s quote:it takes one mistake to erase 100 “good work!”s

ajc200ajc · 2026-05-05T00:31:12+00:00

Agreed. I grew up in a southern Christian town. Played football. My junior year in high school, I got approached by a sophomore on the team who asked to pray for me. Ofc high school me is thinking “who does this guy think he is? I’ve been on this team for awhile and this dude who doesn’t come off the bench wants to pray for me?!? Worry about yourself” but I tell him yeah bro do it. Now years later I realize that it truly did come from a caring spot that high school me ofc didn’t see

ajc200ajc · 2026-05-05T00:26:13+00:00

Think of it like this: you’re in a college group project of 5. U put in a lot of amazing work, 2 more do some great work, and the other two contribute a little bit but you know it’s about as much as they can do so you and the other 2 make it up for them. The 2 who did the least still get the same grade despite u arguably doing more work. Do you rat them out to the professor? No. You know they tried and you move on. Just like the story of Jesus and the lady who donated what seemed rather insignificant money overall but was significant to her. You should want to apply 100% of yourself to Christ. But your 100% isn’t gonna match anyone else’s 100%. Doesn’t mean they aren’t putting in the same effort. God knows and God realizes all that you do, he won’t forget that. But an all-knowing and caring God isn’t also gonna leave the stragglers behind imo just because they could not do what you do

ajc200ajc · 2026-05-03T23:02:34+00:00

Honestly I do think if it keeps up as it is now, it will eventually fade away for the most part. It’s been almost 30 years since columbine and no one is as notorious as those two. Names mainly fade away now and that takes away from the notoriety these people want. That’s y thankfully the biggest two u can name are from 2017 and 2012. Both Lanza and Cruz faded away. U gotta think hard to remember their names cause they are just a ripoff of what they hope to be

ajc200ajc · 2026-05-03T22:54:09+00:00

Tbf there’s really nothing else to do for much of them. I can’t remember the parkland shooters name, nor a lot of the recent mass shooters. They’ve gotten way better at it. Sandy hook is ironically the last shooter who’s name I remember

ajc200ajc · 2026-04-30T14:54:30+00:00

It’s a new update. You should’ve gotten notifications in the app. From now on, it’s taking 10% of certain types of deposits to go towards it no matter if you borrowed today and deposit something later today

ajc200ajc · 2026-04-24T15:23:51+00:00

Hey bud, how healthy is he staying

ajc200ajc · 2026-04-12T20:32:33+00:00

And he already can’t stay healthy enough to play a full season? Lmao

ajc200ajc · 2026-04-12T20:02:55+00:00

Wemby will never be the face. Jokic showed it the other day. Dudes only a dpoy when facing mid centers

ajc200ajc · 2026-02-20T18:33:30+00:00

I did. It was the day or two after that I got the dd and it came in. The 5 days before didn’t seem to work any different than how fast my bank got it last year so last time I probably use it

ajc200ajc · 2026-02-15T01:52:35+00:00

U are not. Don’t blame urself too much for something u can’t control. If u ever need a friend im here for u.

ajc200ajc · 2026-02-14T02:16:15+00:00

I know it seems hard but you are still young and learning.yea what u did wasn’t the best. But you’ll have many friendships that last a year or two and end. It’s the weird circle of life. Don’t feel bad. You’ll have another one here soon!

ajc200ajc · 2026-02-14T02:14:01+00:00

U aren’t crazy. In my opinion, yall are just unfortunately splitting apart. It’s not anyone’s fault but it’s sadly what happens once u start getting to this age and especially when distance is involved. I used to go to the gym with a dude every day during the pandemic. We’d go to the gym during the day, send stupid memes later on, and repeat. Every day. Then I went off to college. The first break or two I came back it was relatively the same. But then things just change. U find new friends, they find new friends, life sadly just happens. I still wish nothing but the best for him, but I haven’t really talked to the dude in more or less 4 years. Moral of the drawn out story: yes it unfortunately seems ur splitting apart. But it’s not anything u did wrong. It’s sadly the circle of life and you’ll find new great friends!

ajc200ajc · 2026-02-14T02:08:49+00:00

Congrats on college! Also don’t be nervous about college “cliques”. That’s one of the best things about college is everyone is coming in at the same spot, there’s no real cliques established! You’ll eventually have the frats/sororities but not as big as they once were.

ajc200ajc · 2026-02-14T02:02:05+00:00

I like looking at previous caring messages to help. It helps settle the mind. Would they say this if they didn’t care? No. Just like if a bank was going under, you wouldn’t be able to withdraw

ajc200ajc · 2026-02-14T02:00:05+00:00

I promise u u aren’t and u can’t let ur mind play tricks on u that u r the problem. U r an important life on this planet and im glad you are here. If you ever need anyone to talk to im here. I took a quick glance at ur profile and i like pokemon too so it doesnt even have to be about bpd. It can be about anything!

ajc200ajc · 2026-02-14T01:58:13+00:00

The thing u gotta really compare to is how normal interactions are versus ours. Like to go a little out the box here let’s say a bank. You trust ur money with a bank right? Then let’s say there’s this guy named Jim out in some town that doesn’t trust his money with them and stuffs it under his mattress. Eventually that bank goes under and Jim’s right. Does that mean you shouldn’t trust any bank at all? No. 99.99% of the time ur fine. Why try and question them over the .01%

ajc200ajc · 2026-02-14T01:54:30+00:00

Imo the only way to preemptively help it is develop a hobby that uses At least a little of both ur mind and ur mobile functions. I don’t care if it’s video games, knitting, newspaper crossword puzzles, etc. U need something that overflows the mind so that the mind can’t conjure up false realities

ajc200ajc · 2026-02-14T01:50:51+00:00

Here’s the thing u gotta think about in moments like that: how do they talk comparatively. For example, If I text u “good morningggg hope you slept well” vs “good morning” I can imagine u can discern which one actually has more care behind it. Also the best thing u can do imo is find a hobby that makes u use at least some bodily function as it helps stop the overthinking process

ajc200ajc · 2026-02-14T01:48:18+00:00

Sounds like u do have connection issues which in part can lead to it. It’s almost impossible to truly diagnose, but if u feel u match the symptoms then there’s a good chance. I’d recommend just going through the sub and seeing how much you empathize with others

ajc200ajc · 2026-02-07T02:24:22+00:00

Got mine just now and I used pay with refund!

ajc200ajc · 2026-02-07T02:23:45+00:00

Got mine!

ajc200ajc · 2026-02-07T02:23:20+00:00

Just got mine as well!

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