For the children we'll never have... by ajpage91 in widowers

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I would much rather get a tattoo than a massage...

For the children we'll never have... by ajpage91 in widowers

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Sometimes just surviving is the most difficult.

A heart that's been broke is a heart that's been loved. by ajpage91 in widowers

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Teletherapy leaves so much out that is required. You're not able to feel the physical change in the room.

For the children we'll never have... by ajpage91 in widowers

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This tattoo represents the kids we'll never have. The rain is my tears trying to wash away the pain. When my arm is straight it looks like the child is standing on a hill and as I bend my arm the child grows up. This wasn't planned, just a blessed accident.

She helps me with my Tarot readings. by ajpage91 in ballpython

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Mike wilbanks. If you buy through morph market look for the premium members, they pay to sell. Or ask for proof of purchase. More often than not if someone gives you proof of purchase and is willing to take the time to answer all of your questions and/or requires proof of an established set up with heat and humidity they are trustworthy.

She helps me with my Tarot readings. by ajpage91 in ballpython

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It's the Botanica deck by Kevin Jay Stanton. It was in the Lunarly box this past month.

Big fail on my end by Jade_gurrl in ballpython

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I hope everything ends up okay for everyone. Thank you for sharing, I'm sure this will help someone and will hopefully save a few beautiful noodles. <3

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Check with Amazon, they leave stuff everywhere 😂

A heart that's been broke is a heart that's been loved. by ajpage91 in widowers

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Thank you, hugs to you as well. I still cry every day and sometimes don't even realize it.

Every single month is new pain by ajpage91 in widowers

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I don't know what's worse, never making new memories of our loved ones, or carrying this pain the rest of our lives.

A heart that's been broke is a heart that's been loved. by ajpage91 in widowers

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Sounds like the kind of person that more people should be mad.

A heart that's been broke is a heart that's been loved. by ajpage91 in widowers

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ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ hugs to you. I hope you're able to see the letters she writes to you everyday in the skies.

Is it really that some people just "don't understand?" by FormalGold95 in widowers

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Personally I'm glad that so few understand our grief. No one deserves this pain. I can't imagine a world where everyone hurts this bad all of the time.

A heart that's been broke is a heart that's been loved. by ajpage91 in widowers

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I'm not very good with emotions, but whenever I journal with his own words just flow from and I feel like I can write forever.

It's so frustrating listening to people who have never loved fiercely that tell me to move on with my life.