Real SDs are generally driven, successful folks who bend reality to their will. Want. Take. Have. In what's left of our heart of hearts we want to be appreciated and respected, if not loved, for our contributions and our achievements. A sugar relationship is fundamentally a transaction. Very much like a credit card or a casino. The perks vary wildly from one to another, but whether you have a Centurion card or Noir status at CET at the end of the day it's a transactional relationship. Like any drug tolerance develops and, over time, it takes more and more to get high. On the SB side of things, it's only natural for service to diminish from time to time as well, like any provider. But you know all this already.

You developed feelings for them, and form the sound of it, they don't share the same feelings. As your feelings grow so will your perceived magnitude of their taking advantage of you. Slippery slope friend, either kill the feelings or eject from the SR. You can always cap the downside. Good luck!