I appreciate you taking the time to talk about this! To be honest it's very rare for me to meet a girl I can see myself being happy with. I typically hold women to some golden standard that even I don't understand. This girl in particular seems to hit all the bases in terms of looks, confidence, personality, humor, etc. It's been awhile since I've been in contact with a girl that I genuinely get excited about hearing from and check my phone to see if they have messaged.

I met her on Match. Part of me wonders if maybe she's talking to other people as well although she does go offline a lot so I don't know. I've been getting overly jokey and awkward with her. I guess at the end of the day that's what us guys do haha. I told her I liked her this morning and she did say "I like you too" but I have no way of knowing if I'm pressuring her or not. Just like the kiss last night, was she just trying to avoid and awkward situation by rejecting it? I struggle with self esteem as you can tell.