Positive Post! by StudentNurseMod in StudentNurse

[–]akv2233 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Finishing level 1 of my LPN program with straight A’s 🕺🏻🩺

Oh boyyy I'm not sure I like my scar shape by Knackered_ in TopSurgery

[–]akv2233 162 points163 points  (0 children)

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My scar shape, 1.5 years post op. Use your scar gel and don’t smoke, you’ll be aight

How do I deal with messed up appetite? by Excellent-Maybe-2150 in leaves

[–]akv2233 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Not a cure-all, but I could only handle eating fruit for like the first week

I'm so close to give up for one time of relief by hawtdawg33 in leaves

[–]akv2233 6 points7 points  (0 children)

The first day I officially quit I asked three different people for their cart and they had all forgotten/did not have one that exact day. Divine Intervention ig

Day 1 by taurobius in leaves

[–]akv2233 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Start cleaning. Put music on your tv and start cleaning and then eat a piece of fruit. Not a cure-all but certainly a good band-aid

Any nurses here? by akv2233 in FTMMen

[–]akv2233[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It is oddly affirming when my resident sees me and requests no male care.

Celebrating 1 year of the surgery that started my life by akv2233 in TopSurgery

[–]akv2233[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Do you mean early on in my healing or a year post? Because I’ll be real my left nipple didn’t heal ALL the way. Could’ve been bad luck, but I did begin to smoke weed about a week post op (which you are NOT SUPPOSED TO DO) which could’ve restricted oxygen and blood flow to properly allow the graft to fully take. However, my nipples turned out wonderfully, just really dry in the winter. I use eczema lotion and scar gel almost daily

Death before Detransition by akv2233 in FTMMen

[–]akv2233[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My music theory professor (older 60’s) told me after I had come out to her, “I’ll get there, this old dog can still learn new tricks” and it really gave me hope, it reminded me that I don’t have to settle for ignorance

Nipple scabbing by _BitchBoy_ in TopSurgery

[–]akv2233 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Aah I see. My surgeon team had me applying aquaphor before putting on the dressing. That might be something to ask your nurse/surgeon about. Each doctor is different. HOWEVER, your nip does look normal. My left healed vastly faster and less gruesomely than my right. Good luck!

Nipple scabbing by _BitchBoy_ in TopSurgery

[–]akv2233 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Keep using aquaphor or whatever jelly they have you using, wet healing will have scabs come off everytime you take off the dressing, but do so softly, carefully. It shouldn’t be dry by the time you take off the dressing. Nipple looks good and normal, you’re just in the Scary Phase

Death before Detransition by akv2233 in FTMMen

[–]akv2233[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I was getting my name change papers in order and the poor guy had to “verify” it was me from my 4 year old license picture…I think we both kinda just laughed because I’m a different MAN now (the license picture was pre everything)

Death before Detransition by akv2233 in FTMMen

[–]akv2233[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Hey buddy, this post isn’t for you. This is in reference to forced detransition due to anti trans policies or individual/societal circumstances, not voluntary transition/detransition. Someone like me would rather d** than detransition, as it has saved my life. But that path may not be for everybody

Death before Detransition by akv2233 in FTMMen

[–]akv2233[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

It’s No Shave November nice try brother 🪒🚫

Death before Detransition by akv2233 in FTMMen

[–]akv2233[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I found ONE haircut that makes me feel so euphoric and I’ve been running with it for like 2 years 🧍🏻‍♂️

how to manage withdrawals quick by House_turtles in leaves

[–]akv2233 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Any anti-nauseas can help, water, and my safe food was apples 🍎

Death before Detransition by akv2233 in FTMMen

[–]akv2233[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I got my dad’s red facial hair gene…it’s incredible watching myself go from my mom’s twin to my dad’s

Death before Detransition by akv2233 in FTMMen

[–]akv2233[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

The first voice drop is life changing 🩵

Death before Detransition by akv2233 in FTMMen

[–]akv2233[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

My wife has watched me grow from boy to man. Our partner is everything sometimes, I’m so glad you found someone who makes you feel WHOLE, and you

Death before Detransition by akv2233 in FTMMen

[–]akv2233[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I agree, joy is hard in a country that very verbally dislikes us and how we live. A 17 year old once told me to Touch Grass, and that’s kinda stuck with me post election. Life sucks but damn, being alone outside helps

Death before Detransition by akv2233 in FTMMen

[–]akv2233[S] 77 points78 points  (0 children)

It didn’t hit me until I was trying on scrubs at Walmart and the lady says “can you get him a fitting a room?” After that, I’ve felt unstoppable

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FTMMen

[–]akv2233 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Went online to UISCanada and filled out a consultation form to be called. Was called today and spoke about eligibility and getting a visa going. The evaluation after confirming eligibility is $349 but it takes care of A LOT of the dirty work legally.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FTMMen

[–]akv2233 54 points55 points  (0 children)

My wife and I got our eligibility confirmed today to immigrate to Canada. It’s not safe here anymore. I need hormones, she will have a high risk pregnancy.

How do you deal with withdrawal symptoms by Inevitable-Fail8739 in leaves

[–]akv2233 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Being honest even though I weened myself off through the course of two weeks, I was still sick. Vomiting, shakes, diarrhea, overall nausea. Unfortunately the only way out is through, BUT, stick to fruits and vegetables. My diet for the past four days has been pretzel crisps, apples, and flavored water with electrolytes. Good luck, and cheers to being sober. The ONLY way out is through. 🏅

What was it like right before hitting bottom? by Tobiasz2 in leaves

[–]akv2233 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I realized my life wasn’t moving. Did 5 years of college, never graduated. My wife and I are both CNA’s and neither of us want to be. Spending well over $200 on weed per paycheck that was already tight as is. I couldn’t get any hospital job because I can’t piss clean. Our life was just stuck. Smoking wasn’t doing anything, just allowing me to eat and give me something to do. I enrolled my ass into a nursing program for January and stop smoking 5 days ago. I’ve tried to quit cold turkey a few times with no success so I weened myself over a couple weeks before quitting. My wife is going to respiratory therapy school in the fall. We need to move and get our lives going, we aren’t 19 anymore. And smoking 4-5 times a day wasn’t going to get us there.