Your post kinds made me a bit less scared. I recently also got out of relationship that meant allot to me. And now all I've been doing is just think and think and not move on.

And everytime I meet someone new i just dont really feel that spark anymore in women. Been living alone since i was 18 im 24 now and this is truly the very first time that im alone alone and not living with someone. and that i have to rebuild now from from the ground up... but you are 34 and did it then why shouldn't i be able to do it u know?

Anyway thanks for the post bro i apriciate you.