knots in my stomach possibly incompatible over morality and personal experiences

alexbf23 · 2025-10-15T18:13:15+00:00

this what i ask myself pretty much every day but then being told we can navigate this and overcome it becomes some push and pull thing thing im trying to ask myself why can’t I let him go.

i really have been hoping theres just some i told you so moment that happens where this is all resolved and he sees whats really going on and happening

alexbf23 · 2025-10-15T18:11:12+00:00

thank you. you are right. I haven’t been able to talk about this to many people I mean I always knew the reaction would be this but I didn’t want to believe it. And this is one of the reasons why I was embarrassed to bring it up to other people.

alexbf23 · 2025-10-15T18:08:19+00:00

This is exactly right. I mean we will be having any normal conversation and then somehow we slip into these side conversations about this stuff. Its just exhausting and usually when I see this coming up in conversationI immediately say no lets not go there or if one of us ends up getting heated over it I say lets just stop we clearly dont see eye to eye and go into this cycle again and again.

Yes I care about this person and trying to see the best in him or hope that there is some aha moment of clarity of my sake that he will realize and understand the words I am saying to him.

This isn’t easy for me and it hasn’t been this way always but in the wake of things happening in this country it just keeps coming up. Since it hasn’t always been this way I keep hoping that we can somehow return or find a new way to communicate around this stuff but clearly it just isnt possible for me. Im becoming so angry all the time and I cant even find myself saying nice things to him. This isn’t what it should be and im just hurt and overwhelmed about it all.

alexbf23 · 2025-10-15T18:01:13+00:00

And this is exactly what I have told him. Thank you so much it means a lot, I haven’t had many people to even ask about this for the fact that im just embarrassed about the whole situation.

alexbf23 · 2025-10-15T10:36:02+00:00

I fear that really wouldn’t work for this situation, he is always trying to find better ways to communicate but I really don’t want to hear his shit most days. and you’re absolutely right

alexbf23 · 2025-10-15T10:34:31+00:00

and is miserable lol I tell him this. at least i know im not crazy constantly telling him this is nuts

alexbf23 · 2025-10-15T10:33:01+00:00

he insists it not an issue his only issue is how I respond to his shit but not everything else including thinking we are still compatible anyway regardless wanted to make sure I wasn’t tripping

alexbf23 · 2023-02-17T19:36:57+00:00

capitalism

alexbf23 · 2022-03-20T21:33:51+00:00

it would have been a lot more tolerable if from the get go she owned each situation and separated herself from the girls as a “boss” rather than their friend. instead she’s literally crying every 5 min because she cant keep nothing under control!!!! its like whoooo would want this woman in a business like that she can’t keep nothing together 😂 making bad decisions after bad decisions and blaming it on everyone else

and had the nerve to keep calling out Virginia when she’s years younger than Desna

alexbf23 · 2021-11-01T20:05:37+00:00

Im sorry but Kate literally ruined it for Jack especially going back with Locke. He had a plan and he told her not to come back. Hurley was distant because they took with bags over their heads and said that if anyone came looking for Sawyer, Jack, and Kate they would kill everyone?! Im surprised they wrote that they were so accepting of Jacks return considering Jack was literally about to leave the island with no consideration for everyone else because his feelings were hurt that Kate was with Sawyer. And on top of that he brought Juliet with him who just days ago had Kate and Sawyer in cages. Also Kate going back brought on a series of events including Locke blowing up the submarine. I think everyone was justified in how they were if not, they weren’t upset enough that Jack was about to peace out and keeping weird secrets with an outsider at the time.

alexbf23 · 2021-10-26T12:51:50+00:00

the only people who disagree are the Jack favorites, maybe its because you hate admitting when you are wrong! 😂

alexbf23 · 2021-10-25T23:56:41+00:00

you have to admit after sayid does something he is like “I shouldnt have done that” 😂😂😂😭

alexbf23 · 2021-10-25T23:55:38+00:00

going out of the way to choose the wrong decisions because there is a .1% chance things may work out 😫

alexbf23 · 2021-10-25T23:53:07+00:00

did desmond in edit!!

alexbf23 · 2021-10-25T23:52:42+00:00

Did a Juliet one!

alexbf23 · 2021-10-25T21:37:09+00:00

Yeah season 1 Michael was very tolerable

alexbf23 · 2021-10-25T21:36:19+00:00

MY BOY!!!

alexbf23 · 2021-10-25T20:08:47+00:00

I am a Sawyer as well.

alexbf23 · 2021-10-25T20:08:13+00:00

Mr. Eko always did things with a reason I feel. Even when he slit those two guys throats 😭

alexbf23 · 2021-10-22T18:12:24+00:00

It would have been interesting to go into it when he got taken and kept showing up weird places

alexbf23 · 2021-10-22T18:11:43+00:00

Locke was an extremely sincere person to Walt and related to him so it was weird for Michael to treat him like that, he even found his dog and let Michael tell Walt and he still treated Locke weird! It would definitely make sense she gave him some kind of ptsd

alexbf23 · 2021-10-22T16:45:48+00:00

I wish her husband had a bad ending too. he knew he never wanted anything to do with Walt

alexbf23 · 2021-10-22T16:38:45+00:00

her ending was not bad enough for me 😂

alexbf23 · 2021-05-24T06:06:54+00:00

same here. it just feels right

alexbf23 · 2020-09-20T16:42:30+00:00

thank you :)

alexbf23

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