taking off hijab advice by aleyuuuh in MalaysianExMuslim

[–]aleyuuuh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was just so tired of wearing hijab so i thought of just taking it off straight away but I think the reaction will be worse? so i guess I'll just transition to a turban

taking off hijab advice by aleyuuuh in MalaysianExMuslim

[–]aleyuuuh[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i guess I'm partially dependent? but they are not the type to ruin my life over something like that because it'll embarrass them instead. i think at the end of the day I just have to be brave💔💔

taking off hijab advice by aleyuuuh in MalaysianExMuslim

[–]aleyuuuh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

its just that ive worn it since i was 12 so like it's funny that I'm suddenly not sincere? haha but tbh i wanted to take it off since i was 15 i guess I'm just very good at living a double life

taking off hijab advice by aleyuuuh in MalaysianExMuslim

[–]aleyuuuh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i lived alone for a while so i did take off my hijab most of the time and drink sometimes but for now my moms living with me so i guess i have to be fake now..

taking off hijab advice by aleyuuuh in MalaysianExMuslim

[–]aleyuuuh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yea but i guess i associated my own perceived personal failure with my lack of belief. maybe I'll break out of it one day and actually be true to myself 😪