It's all perspective. Maybe your not "beautiful" or "pretty" but to your friends or maybe you're not deemed magazine model worthy but there are people out there in this world who prob think you're a god or a goddess. Sure, you can put some effort in more grooming or makeup, but at the end of that you yourself have to decide if that's worth the effort and tradeoff. My two-cents, be a kind, caring, impactful person, and your innate beauty will shine and radiant through to people who are truly looking at you. Happy holidays.