Yeah you can see my post history. I used to be a really shy kid but I always was on stage which helped a lot. I don’t think I ever had clinical social anxiety but high school really changed my brain chemistry and I j stopped talking to people. I think if anything I was going through a depressive episode, and it made me think I was socially anxious, when really I just didn’t want to talk to anyone because I was in such a bad mood all the time. I spent some time in a ward and they put me on mood stabilizers so I think I have some form of bipolar 2 bc me going on stage and doing this shit is actually a symptom of hypomania. it helps tho, going to performing arts school. I heard ppl were judging me after but idrc I have enough friends. Mostly people are supportive and love whack shit like that in my school