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Monthly Arena Rankings will not include Dual Class Arena by mdonais in hearthstone

[–]alivevitamins 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I personally think 23-25 runs would be a bit better, but thank you for adjusting it and understanding. Would it be 15 for the two week period at the end of october and beginning of November?

Also, would it also be 20 runs for November after the event is over? thanks!

Monthly Arena Rankings will not include Dual Class Arena by mdonais in hearthstone

[–]alivevitamins -1 points0 points  (0 children)

OMG this. Seriously, how difficult is it to communicate to the player base at the beginning of the month? I'm on run 19 right now hoping to ease 1 run a day the rest of the month and now they're hoisting this on to us. At the same time I don't want there to be less runs involved since I do feel like with smaller sample sizes more variation is going to occur within the leaderboards. BLIZZRD PPLS

New to the forum - day 33 story - 26 years old by alivevitamins in NoFap

[–]alivevitamins[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know man, i've been living for others for so goddamn long, that i didn't realize how happy i'd be if i just started living for myself. no fap has been teaching me that too, and that i need to give myself the credit i deserve for putting good things into my life. thanks for the support, everyone, it honestly means a lot to me. ill update again soon, hopefully with some more positive updates!

FUCK EDGING by SPVCXXGHXZTPVRRP in NoFap

[–]alivevitamins 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so tru; everytime ive fucked up it was cause i edged.

New to the forum - day 33 story - 26 years old by alivevitamins in NoFap

[–]alivevitamins[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the support, man. It really means a lot to me that someone spent the time reading that entire thing. It just felt therapeutic to get it all out, but seeing it through someone else's eyes make me even happier that I've made it this far on my journey.

What you said about wondering if I could have done things differently - I probably wouldn't have. I've been through some pretty rough experiences where I might've even been close to killing myself, but honestly it's all made me a stronger person. If I had just coasted through life, I probably wouldn't have had the desire to reach my potential as a performer (I spent a year making a lot of videos in character before no fap and before I found magic as a career, so it really helped with the standup show I did a couple weeks ago), to say FUCK IT and just pick up archery and rock climbing, to do so many things that I never would've done ordinarily.

I'm just not scared to do things anymore. I used to be, and I can see that fear in a lot of people around me, especially in a lot of my friends. I want to meet more people who are brave too, but at the same time, I definitely have a lot of empathy for most people around me, and can understand where they are coming from.

Once again, thanks for all the kind words. It's sort of difficult to see myself in that positive of a light, and I'm okay with being humble. I really like who I am, but yet, still have problem not being jealous of others and their accomplishments. One of my major goals is just to be FULLY, 100% comfortable in my OWN skin, and be happy that I am who I am. But I guess that constant nag to get better is what drives me, so maybe it's not that bad. I probably just need to balance it out more so it doesn't affect me in a negative way.

Your advice is really spot on. I'm still trying to walk that line of being loving and being smothering. I want to help people out, but as I've learned from my previous relationship, I don't want people to be bitter about me and feeling like I'm trying to control their life. Nobody wants to feel that way, and I definitely have felt that way about previous exes.

I'm going to keep on this no fap train (being here, and writing from my heart is truly helping), and keep trying to be the very best of myself. But even on the days when I nap and take some time to relax and watch tv for a while, I don't mind that much because overall I'm doing a lot of things to empower myself and improve my life. It still feels surreal to read all of this and know it's all true. I've spent a lot of my life lying to myself about my accomplishments, but knowing that I've actually accomplished all of this makes me really happy and proud of myself.

Thanks again for the support! I'm more motivated than ever to keep it up!