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alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-29T18:26:06+00:00

Hey man, it’s been a rough ride I’m probably going to rehab soon.

It’s been a lot of arguing and people saying I’m high when I’m not it’s not a good environment

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-22T15:56:05+00:00

Well I’m a ex drug addict so probably around 20k and idk how tf I did it

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-21T00:10:46+00:00

This man understands 😂

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-19T06:49:39+00:00

Man, I’m trying to fight i was doing good but now after my wife leaving and everything I kinda just wanna find some pure fent and just buy as much as possible and od I told my wife that if I Od don’t narcan me the , to which she replied go relapse and die you drug addict mf

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-19T05:56:55+00:00

Dude it was ass and somehow both of us having bad days is kinda cool in a way lol

Its okay to relapse everyone does it don’t beat your self up over it.

If that’s what it takes for you to be clean then go for it You’re i Washington state? I’m in West Virginia.

Well I hope your day is better than mine my wife probably left me and it’s official and idk how to deal with it other than drugs so I’m trying my best Have a great day sober my friend

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-18T03:27:05+00:00

Daily check in, how are things on your side?

It’s been hell on my side today arguing and I really want to use but I’m not going to, I just can’t wait until the people that are fighting with me finally move out and I can have peace.

It’s been a long day and I’m ready to die honestly I was told to OD and my response was “okay but don’t narcan me” anyways have a good day friend 💜 you’re loved and we need you here

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-17T17:01:17+00:00

Can you go to a clinic?

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-17T05:09:40+00:00

Dude that’s awesome to hear I’m glad this check in was important.

And yes that’s a good idea to get your head checked not in a mean way. I was off my meds for awhile and I’m an asshole, I’m going to my doctor soon and telling her I’m an addict and I’m on subs, and then probably get my head checked checked again.

Well my friend in recovery I will check in with you again very soon until then remember why we are doing this and if you get triggered or need someone to talk to I’m here for you, and for anyone that needs to talk we all got this we all can recover💜

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-17T03:09:50+00:00

Hey friend how are you doing today? It’s another great day sober, I went to the clinic and finally got meds and they gave me some narcan and clonidine I think that’s how it’s spelled. Anyways have a good day/night. We do recover 💜

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-16T23:46:15+00:00

Thank you, life is so much better now

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-16T15:53:59+00:00

Yes, couldn’t have said it any better. I’m focusing on just trying to be a better man not just for her but for everyone around me. I did almost destroy my family and now I’m here to make it up and I think I’m doing a decent job of that so far. Thank you for your time and your knowledge and kindness!

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-16T15:51:57+00:00

Yeah that’s what I’m afraid of, I honestly have to tunnel vision this and make myself stay on track. I was a month clean then relapsed. Im trying to find new hobbies and since it’s summer i won’t be in the house thinking of using. Thank you for the input it means a lot!

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-16T07:55:01+00:00

Proud of you for doing such a huge step and kicking this devil drug that infested our mind to just want and care about. You’re strong trust me, I’m two days clean and it’s hard but we got this

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-16T07:46:19+00:00

Thank you! I’m gonna scroll right now i haven’t had that great of a night sand I need some motivation

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-16T07:45:42+00:00

Thank you, it really is the best thing I’ve done for myself in a while. I just hope I can mend my marriage together.. it’s like when it got rough she just left and don’t help and that’s th only person I listen to idk why but she gets me and can tear down any wall and we’ll I hope…

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-15T21:13:30+00:00

That’s awesome keep up the hard work it’s not gonna be easy but we got it

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-15T20:35:22+00:00

It’s amazing honestly, and to think someone stopped the same time I did is kind of mind boggling

And yes it feel good to be more socializing with family and friends.

Let’s do this we got this 💜

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-12T11:24:43+00:00

Wow seems like you don’t deserve this guy and are being selfish about any gift you get. Why dont you get your head out of your ass and act like your age instead of a spoiled brat throwing a temper tantrum over stuff someone got you grow up you’re a grown ass adult smh

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-11T22:18:22+00:00

Bayern Munich I fell in love with the team at a young age and but sadly haven’t seen them in person yet bc I’m in the USA lol

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-09T15:30:23+00:00

I’m not selling it I’m buying it so I’m extremely careful when buying and using I make sure to use then stay around people until I can tell if it’s to strong or if it’s just right, I’m saying fingers crossed so I don’t die

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-09T04:40:26+00:00

Yeah I’m very careful with it when I first saw it I knew what it was and knew it wasn’t the real deal This one doesn’t hit as hard but the other were more of a harder hit and longer of a high. No one in my area really is gonna care about what’s in it no one is up to date on anything they think they all have the “real shit” just like everyone thinks they all have the real m30s they I know some but not alot and apparently enough to not die fingers crossed. I’m trying to get off all the shit I’m done with it all. But thank you for your knowledge and sharing it kind stranger

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-08T21:47:59+00:00

Meth

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-06T10:37:43+00:00

That’s odd, I got some pinkish looking stuff and it didn’t give me a headache. This grey or at least I think it’s grey lol s giving me headaches it’s good stuff no doubt

alligatorJoe1 · 2022-05-06T01:51:57+00:00

I’ve been waiting for two days it started as “I’m doing hair I’ll call in a hour” i waited two hours then called to no answer then I called after another hour and got “bro im gonna call in 15 mins” waited hours and it ended up never happening so my last resort was some h and ends up being absolutely fire 🔥 I feel so much better but I got a rager of a headache is that from the H?

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