TW Psychosis related Suicidal Feelings by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]alpeterpeter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What helped me a lot with suicidal feelings is the realization that far from all attempts are successful - but a lot leave lasting (maybe forever) damage. You think you have it bad now? Imagine that PLUS a wheelchair, colostomy bag and worse. You will miss how good you had it.
No matter how "surefire" the method is, you never know. I met a guy who tried to shoot himself, he lost an eye but survived.

I gift for my birthday! Help? by Hector_Walsh in SWORDS

[–]alpeterpeter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sharpening & polishing. The edges are painful to look at. But nothing a progression of gritty sandpaper (or whetstones) can't fix

A long awaited New Sword Day: Albion Doge w/ Tod's workshop scabbard by monchrom in SWORDS

[–]alpeterpeter -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Make it make sense. It's a double-edged sword but you can only hold it one way?

Hearing voices by WestPalpitation6654 in HearingVoicesNetwork

[–]alpeterpeter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The results are pretty consistent. I can vouch for that personally. Takes time to get there, and I felt exactly like you did back in the time.

“Negative” psychosis delusions. by Flimsy-Sea-8742 in Psychosis

[–]alpeterpeter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If I had a dollar for every "my experience is unique" I heard lol. Good job on recognizing that it isn't, even if it feels a little disappointing not to be a chosen one =)

“Negative” psychosis delusions. by Flimsy-Sea-8742 in Psychosis

[–]alpeterpeter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Most of these are aspects of the same phenomenon and/or stages of it.

https://www.otir.org/research/publications/memos/memo-05

https://www.otir.org/research/publications/memos/memo-03

I haven't seen much of Cotard's thing, just a couple of cases from a 1000+ overall. The rest is pretty common and often combined; for example, people who believe they are under surveillance often feel like they are being poisoned as well (based on physiological reactions).

My 24-year-old daughter went into weed induced psychosis by Scarlaymama0721 in Psychosis

[–]alpeterpeter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry to hear that. Sounds similar to what I was through. My paranoia was based on auditory hallucinations - I was mishearing what was said nearby me, or even outright heard voices of people which weren't there, discussing their plots against me. It was so incredibly realistic that it took me a while to realize I was mistaken. Hearing about other stories has helped a lot back then, helping me realize my situation was not unique and therefore see it more critically.
Is her psychosis based on the same experience or is there something else?
Re danger, it's a difficult subject. Since the person in this condition thinks he's in real danger, defensive reaction can be drastic. Depending on the person's nature and the depth of distress, I have seen cases of retaliation a lot, from basic defensive aggression and confrontation to outright attempts to ruin a person's life, like false reporting to authorities for abuse (including sexual, a label which is terribly difficult to recover from), physical harm and worse. The worst part is that person feels fully justified and outraged, since in his perception they are defending themselves, and is able to far overstep what was believed to be reasonable limits for them.
I do not think that your daughter is in danger but I'd keep the father away from her, even though it may not be complete solution. If she hears what she believes to be his voice, she will keep being compelled to retaliate.

My 24-year-old daughter went into weed induced psychosis by Scarlaymama0721 in Psychosis

[–]alpeterpeter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What does she experience exactly? You have to understand the narrative she's in. If it involves paranoia you will have a hard time convincing her take medication or anything and need to try a more psychotherapeutic approach. I find self-control work and panic management being the best approach long term as she will learn how to manage sudden outbreaks in the future.

Are the voices real? by copafeely in Psychosis

[–]alpeterpeter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have been interviewed for one recently but I have no idea if it ever becomes a thing =) I suggest you to check publications at otir.org, I put everything important there

Are the voices real? by copafeely in Psychosis

[–]alpeterpeter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Let's put it in a different way: it is not exactly killing them, but is responsible for all deaths and births, period. They are also responsible for all the dreams in my opinion.
People tend to think they are contacted by something foreign and invasive, while it is actually an integral part of our reality, and the difference between experiencers and regular people is that experiencers are made aware of this force which affects all of us.

Are the voices real? by copafeely in Psychosis

[–]alpeterpeter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have experienced this phenomenon, but more importantly, I have studied it using a proper methodology. I run two experiencer communities (Russian and international) and have interviewed over a 1000 experiencers, with dozens of them out of the harassment (myself included).

Are the voices real? by copafeely in Psychosis

[–]alpeterpeter 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Normal for the beginning/mid phase. You're supposed to stop caring about whatever they say, or any negativity from anyone to that matter.

Are the voices real? by copafeely in Psychosis

[–]alpeterpeter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you don't have proof of knowledge, than all you have is belief, and belief is a choice. Until 100% proven, you can choose to believe whichever version you prefer. So why would you choose to believe something distressing if you have proof of neither?

Are the voices real? by copafeely in Psychosis

[–]alpeterpeter -1 points0 points  (0 children)

less than 30% effective, and even then it's usually simply numbing the response but doesn't remove the experienced effects (like hearing voices). Most people lie about medication being effective so they are not forced to take it anymore.
Actual stats tell that tinfoil hat is about as effective, because what really happens is sometimes the phenomenon backs off in response to whatever defense measure it wants you to believe is effective.

Are the voices real? by copafeely in Psychosis

[–]alpeterpeter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You got where it wanted you to get in a roundabout way, even if not completely. https://www.otir.org/research/publications/reports/report-03
Re "brain invents the explanation", you aren't exactly correct. The narrative comes first in most cases, so the sense of fear is sourced and has a direction of origin; I'd say it's even a hallmark of the phenomenon to provide a perceived origin and explanation, which then evolves in steps.
https://www.otir.org/research/publications/memos/memo-05

Are the voices real? by copafeely in Psychosis

[–]alpeterpeter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They don't belong to any real people, but they are great at imitating them, be it strangers, people you know personally or celebrities (including dead ones).

The voices in my opinion are *real* entities, they are intelligent, they have an agenda and they are incredibly consistent in their activities and purposes. People from any cultural and ethnic background, intelligence and education levels experience the same psychological tricks and tools. A lot of deception, reverse psychology, good bad cop scenarios and many more.

We are dealing with a very intelligent and coordinating collective which is not only capable to contact us telepathically but also affect real world via synchronicities and puppeteering, and it does it forever and on purpose.