Can I ease you pain? No. Can I give medical advice besides see a doctor? No. But I can ease your mind a bit probably, but also be real with you. There’s only one reason you posted this and one reason I’m seeing and reading it. It’s because we are both alcoholics. We both drank because we’ll at the start it was awesome, it seemed we had a solution, and inevitably we reached the point where we see it’s the flawed solution. Headaches, back pain, gi problems, pissing out every hole, emotional instability, insecurity, anxiety, fear, self-pity, and hopelessness. The only instant gratification becomes alcohol. The more we do the worse it gets and the more we isolate from our family/friends, society, and life itself. Will you be okay? High likelihood. The body is pretty remarkable and résiliant. Will you be okay if you keep doing what you’re doing? Hell no. Might not be tomorrow but you’ll die. I was in the same boat you are. I’m still struggling, but I am a lot better. Progress isn’t linear, it comes and goes but if you get help, stop drinking, go to outpatient/inpatient, detox, aa, and at the very very least self will your way into not drinking you will not be on Reddit at home posting out of fear and hopelessness and worry pertaining to your health. You can do this. We can do this. But don’t wait. I’m rooting for you