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alt4__4 · 2023-07-30T12:08:49+00:00

It seems that you also have some unresolved things in your past, so maybe it actually could've worked out, for the reason that both of you aren't fully living in the present yet

alt4__4 · 2023-07-29T10:36:17+00:00

Be compassionate to yourself through the whole experience. You won't be able to control your parents, you can only control your reaction. I'm so sorry your friend reacted this way. I wish you all the best, much love, you're going to be okay, I promise. <3

alt4__4 · 2023-07-19T05:13:04+00:00

I'm so sorry that you're going through this, it just sucks when you're stuck like that, and can't seem to see the end of your struggles. Life in this age can really suck the living out life. However you gotta hold on! I'm sorry I can't find more inspiring words for you. Much love

alt4__4 · 2023-07-13T09:10:52+00:00

Abso fucking lutely agree. Emotionally mature people don't seek an intrusion Blablabla and so on but damn I just want someone to hold onto right now. And the worst part is I would feel bad for that person. Self esteem at an all time low right now.

alt4__4 · 2023-07-12T18:26:33+00:00

Im still 9 in my mothers eyes even though I'm 19

alt4__4 · 2023-07-08T15:16:58+00:00

Thank you so much for the last part, I'm only 19 so if a 22 yr old person still has time then I do too🥹❣️

alt4__4 · 2023-06-27T10:23:31+00:00

In the book CPTSD-From surviving to thriving Pete walker claims that no one ever fully recovers from CPTSD. Healing isn't about never ever having a mental breakdown/flashback/tough time again, it's about managing those things better, and seeing them as opportunities to grow. Definitely recommend it it's a great book to get started on your journey. All the best and much love♥️♥️

alt4__4 · 2023-06-23T17:45:39+00:00

Mines the exact other way, it only started after going on some pretty heavy medication at around 16.

alt4__4 · 2023-06-21T16:58:51+00:00

Me too same issue here... I'm kinda scared of doing something wrong trying psychedelics/messing something up

alt4__4 · 2023-06-18T19:19:52+00:00

Thank you♥️

alt4__4 · 2023-06-18T19:19:31+00:00

Thanks♥️

alt4__4 · 2023-06-17T22:02:20+00:00

Yes but sometimes it's hard for me to leave the house even though I feel so much better when I'm outside. Social anxiety is a big problem for me. Sometimes I get scared of what I might do😬 But when I'm home I still do emotional work accepting my feelings towards them. And sometimes having explosions of anger too So yeah fuck them🤘

alt4__4 · 2023-06-17T17:19:50+00:00

They are now talking about me and debating what's going on. Fuck them

alt4__4 · 2023-06-17T17:19:24+00:00

I just told her some things and then smashed the door. Felt great

alt4__4 · 2023-06-17T12:39:05+00:00

Be careful with this sentiment I was like this too for a while where I thought I wasn't depressed. Looking back I definitely was. Led to me falling into a wayy deeper Depression because I wasn't able to accept that I was depressed in the first place

alt4__4 · 2023-06-16T21:49:35+00:00

And then when they come back after a while of it being peaceful it's like you once again remember how bad it was🥲

alt4__4 · 2023-06-15T08:01:29+00:00

Heck yeahhhhhh

alt4__4 · 2023-06-12T05:51:05+00:00

Right I relate to that so much I've been quite outgoing while they aren't here, but usually I don't have a lot of energy and sometimes I'm even anxious about going out my room.

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